Mr Cruz: "
Our deepest fera is not that we are inadequate, our deepest fear is that we are powerful behind measured. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightened us. Your small playing does not serve the world, there is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people wunt feel insecure around you. We were all meant to shine, as children do, It is not just some of us, it's in every one. And as we let our own light shine, we unconciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our fear, our presence automatically liberate other."
About Me
- GheeOon
- GeorGeTown, PenanG, Malaysia
- Ong Ghee Oon_Laukao_ A used to be not-so-confident guy, but not now!! Always want his best when decide to do something
Sunday, November 4, 2007
Saturday, November 3, 2007
__Instead Of__
Instead of blaming what we cant have,
why dunt we apprciate what we have?
Instead of accusing someone for his mistake,
why dunt we give him a hand ?
Instead of mocking someone for his weakness,
why dunt we learn from what he is good at ?
Instead of keep receiving from other,
why dunt we get ready to give?
Instead of being quietly,
why dunt we make some noise and make people laugh?
Instead of just keeping the knowlege within us,
why dunt we share out it out?
Instead of feeling superior towards other,
why dunt we nod our head down and be humble?
Instead of expecting people to smile to us,
why dunt we smile at people?
Instead of expecting people to change,
why dunt we change ourselves first?
Instead of dreaming about what we can achieve,
why dunt we take a step right now?
Instead of keep remembering who treat us badly,
why dunt we recall who treat us well?
Instead of jz letting go,
why dunt we wish her/him sincerely?
Instaed of living gloomily,
why dunt we try to be optimistic so we can lead a happier life....
why dunt we apprciate what we have?
Instead of accusing someone for his mistake,
why dunt we give him a hand ?
Instead of mocking someone for his weakness,
why dunt we learn from what he is good at ?
Instead of keep receiving from other,
why dunt we get ready to give?
Instead of being quietly,
why dunt we make some noise and make people laugh?
Instead of just keeping the knowlege within us,
why dunt we share out it out?
Instead of feeling superior towards other,
why dunt we nod our head down and be humble?
Instead of expecting people to smile to us,
why dunt we smile at people?
Instead of expecting people to change,
why dunt we change ourselves first?
Instead of dreaming about what we can achieve,
why dunt we take a step right now?
Instead of keep remembering who treat us badly,
why dunt we recall who treat us well?
Instead of jz letting go,
why dunt we wish her/him sincerely?
Instaed of living gloomily,
why dunt we try to be optimistic so we can lead a happier life....
Wednesday, October 24, 2007
I still searching you in my memory-Lin Feng
My love for you in this life no one can compete
I with you just lack of something we gonna be together forever
The place and time I meet you Just like a memorable movie
where should I start the story
love is too heavy breathe deeply suffocating
love is too pretty Insignificant but i cant lift it
when the love come the weather is shining brightly
when it gone the wind is howling and snowing suddenly
if i can hate you try all my might to hate you
even have to avoid you when we meet
I just want to let go but i still missing you
who else will sad like me
I scare people ask me about the past
no matter how i strech my hand
there are still distance between us
you are too far how can I to apologise
you are too near turn around you already gone
happiness is too short just like a meteor passing across the sky
wink my eye all like an illusion which i scare i recall
if i can hate you try all my might to hate you
even have to avoid you when we meet
I just wantto let go but I still missing you
who else will sad like me
I scare people ask me about the past
NO MATTER HOW I STRECH MY HAND
THERE ARE STILL DISTANCE BETWEEN US
I wish I can hate you
I still searching you in my memory
I with you just lack of something we gonna be together forever
The place and time I meet you Just like a memorable movie
where should I start the story
love is too heavy breathe deeply suffocating
love is too pretty Insignificant but i cant lift it
when the love come the weather is shining brightly
when it gone the wind is howling and snowing suddenly
if i can hate you try all my might to hate you
even have to avoid you when we meet
I just want to let go but i still missing you
who else will sad like me
I scare people ask me about the past
no matter how i strech my hand
there are still distance between us
you are too far how can I to apologise
you are too near turn around you already gone
happiness is too short just like a meteor passing across the sky
wink my eye all like an illusion which i scare i recall
if i can hate you try all my might to hate you
even have to avoid you when we meet
I just wantto let go but I still missing you
who else will sad like me
I scare people ask me about the past
NO MATTER HOW I STRECH MY HAND
THERE ARE STILL DISTANCE BETWEEN US
I wish I can hate you
I still searching you in my memory
爱在记忆中找你-林峰
我对你 这一生 哪个可比
我与你 差一些 永远一起
邂后时间场地 似连场好戏
要自何页说起
爱太重 深呼吸 欠缺空气
爱太美 轻轻的 却载不起
爱情来到的时候 似明媚天气
它走了 忽然聚变雪落雨飞
如果可以恨你 全力痛恨你
连遇上亦要躲避你
无非想放下你 还是挂念你
谁又会及我伤悲
前事最怕有人提起
就算怎么伸尽手臂
我们亦有一些距离
你太远 该怎么 说对不起
你太近 一转身 却已高飞
快乐也许太短 似场流星雨
一眨眼 就如幻觉怕又记起
如果可以恨你 全力痛恨你
连遇上亦要躲避
无非想放下你 还是挂念你
谁又会及我伤悲
前事最怕有人提起
就算怎么伸尽手臂
我们亦有一些距离
如果可以恨你 全力痛恨你
连遇上亦要躲避
无非要放下你 还是挂念你
谁又会及我伤悲
前事最怕有人提起
就算怎么伸尽手臂
我们亦有些距离
我情愿我狠心憎你
我还在记忆中找你
我与你 差一些 永远一起
邂后时间场地 似连场好戏
要自何页说起
爱太重 深呼吸 欠缺空气
爱太美 轻轻的 却载不起
爱情来到的时候 似明媚天气
它走了 忽然聚变雪落雨飞
如果可以恨你 全力痛恨你
连遇上亦要躲避你
无非想放下你 还是挂念你
谁又会及我伤悲
前事最怕有人提起
就算怎么伸尽手臂
我们亦有一些距离
你太远 该怎么 说对不起
你太近 一转身 却已高飞
快乐也许太短 似场流星雨
一眨眼 就如幻觉怕又记起
如果可以恨你 全力痛恨你
连遇上亦要躲避
无非想放下你 还是挂念你
谁又会及我伤悲
前事最怕有人提起
就算怎么伸尽手臂
我们亦有一些距离
如果可以恨你 全力痛恨你
连遇上亦要躲避
无非要放下你 还是挂念你
谁又会及我伤悲
前事最怕有人提起
就算怎么伸尽手臂
我们亦有些距离
我情愿我狠心憎你
我还在记忆中找你
Ryan Cabrera -True
I wont talk
I wont breathe
I wont move till you finally see
That you belong with me
You might think i dunt look
But deep inside
In the corner of my mind
I m attached to you
I m weak
Its true
Coz I m afraid to know the answer
Do you want me too ?
Coz my heart keeps falling faster
I've waited all my life
To cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try
Anything to be with you
All my life I 've waited
This i strue
You dunt know what you do
Everytime you walk into the room
I m afraid to move
I m weak
Its true
I m just scared to know the ending
Do you see me too?
Do you even know u met me?
I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So i will not hide
Its time to try anything to be with you
all my life i've waited
This is true
I know when i go I will be on my way to you
the way thats true
I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try anything to be with you
all my life I've waited
This is true
I wont breathe
I wont move till you finally see
That you belong with me
You might think i dunt look
But deep inside
In the corner of my mind
I m attached to you
I m weak
Its true
Coz I m afraid to know the answer
Do you want me too ?
Coz my heart keeps falling faster
I've waited all my life
To cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try
Anything to be with you
All my life I 've waited
This i strue
You dunt know what you do
Everytime you walk into the room
I m afraid to move
I m weak
Its true
I m just scared to know the ending
Do you see me too?
Do you even know u met me?
I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So i will not hide
Its time to try anything to be with you
all my life i've waited
This is true
I know when i go I will be on my way to you
the way thats true
I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try anything to be with you
all my life I've waited
This is true
Wednesday, October 17, 2007
五公分的另一端
犹豫不决, 该不该牵起你的手,
笑容的背后, 是否有我都不知道的感动?
风, 还是拉不近我们的距离,
感觉不到你的呼吸,
只听到心在乱跳.
你说, 风很凉, 情很淡, 过去逝去了就算 .
五公分的另一端 看不到属于我们的未来,
只因为你还跨不过别人的感慨.
五公分的另一端,
脑海里不断重复的对白,
口袋里不想忘记的回忆,
过去并不是逝去了就算.
五公分的另一端,
未来还在,
只等待我们去爱,
就算伤痕累累我们一起面对,
五公分的另一端-因你而在
笑容的背后, 是否有我都不知道的感动?
风, 还是拉不近我们的距离,
感觉不到你的呼吸,
只听到心在乱跳.
你说, 风很凉, 情很淡, 过去逝去了就算 .
五公分的另一端 看不到属于我们的未来,
只因为你还跨不过别人的感慨.
五公分的另一端,
脑海里不断重复的对白,
口袋里不想忘记的回忆,
过去并不是逝去了就算.
五公分的另一端,
未来还在,
只等待我们去爱,
就算伤痕累累我们一起面对,
五公分的另一端-因你而在
Friday, October 5, 2007
Tuesday, October 2, 2007
__I'm HeRe To aPologIsE__
It is shit that I keep telling you that all I need is just another she,
While you are staying at my side,
listen to all of my sighs,
I never realise , hw bright you can shine,0
and I never try , to always stay in your sight.
Till the day, you turn away,
leave me all the way,
and I, the stupid I,
only realise,
I cant live without you in my life.
I'm here to apologise,
she is no longer in my mind,
but you thought I'm telling you lie,
gal, now you are the one in my mind,
and my only sunshine,
I noe it ain't easy to trust someone who once bring tear to your eye,
so do I,
can you trust me one more time?
pls save your last goodbye
and give it a try,
hope you can be mine till the end of time.
P.s(It ain't a story of mine)
Delicate to my best female fren who always stay at my side ^^
While you are staying at my side,
listen to all of my sighs,
I never realise , hw bright you can shine,0
and I never try , to always stay in your sight.
Till the day, you turn away,
leave me all the way,
and I, the stupid I,
only realise,
I cant live without you in my life.
I'm here to apologise,
she is no longer in my mind,
but you thought I'm telling you lie,
gal, now you are the one in my mind,
and my only sunshine,
I noe it ain't easy to trust someone who once bring tear to your eye,
so do I,
can you trust me one more time?
pls save your last goodbye
and give it a try,
hope you can be mine till the end of time.
P.s(It ain't a story of mine)
Delicate to my best female fren who always stay at my side ^^
Monday, October 1, 2007
__Trust__
Life getting tougher and tougher when we are growing older and older. When we are young, perhaps i should say that when we were children , we used to trust people so easily right? but when we grow up, when somebody tell you something , naturally but pathetically, we will think that , "Is he/she telling me the truth?" , " Should I trust him/her?" , sometime we even will think that, "What he/she is talking or doing about is jz for his or her own benefit..." Life is tough for me when I cant simply trust someone, or I cant get someone's trust even i try my best to do so, I have to think twice for every my single word, coz i may speak as what i think but the people who listen to may jz think I'm bluffing or crapping and interpret in a wrong way , so when they tell other about what i have said, they will add their opinion into it and make my word twisted, all of it is just because of no "Trust" btw us. It is sarcastic that people just cant trust each other even they have communication or interaction for almost everyday. May be I'm too naive in this way , I thought when we make a friend we should trust and each other sincerely? but not doubting his/her every single words....or I'm too bad for people to trust me? Someone told me, dunt ever trust someone so easily, sigh, I used to be alone and trusting no one, and i no longer want go back to the world that just got myself.... Well, I should feel lucky that i still got some friends that i never doubt about their words, someone always there for me when I need him, and trust me so much as I did to him . If trust is not exist in a friendship, what is the bond that keep holding us together? A companionship? One of the billion of people in your life who are not really important to you? Someone for you when you are lonely , when you need him/her but you are not trusting him/her? Ridiculous , huh? I know that it ain't easy to get someone's trust, but I just dunno that is it so hard......Perhaps I should keep all to myself and not simply tell people about my stuff and not trusting people so much, so I wunt expect people to understand me or trust me.......perhaps, life will get easier tomorrow....
__No offence__
__No offence__
Thursday, September 13, 2007
__LiFe WithouT yoU__
Turn off the white light,
close my eye,
but deep inside my head,
is all of your face....
Every moment I spend with you,
Is jz like a short movie,
flashing across my mind....
Turn around,
Your face still there, vividly...
Imagine what are you doing,
Wondering who you are hanging out with,
It bring tear to my eye...
Miss those day, when i can sit still opposite of you to look into your eye,
miss those call, which i can listen to your sweet voice,
but now, you are not here anymore,
shattered, my heart...
Dunt blame me for my pessimistic thinking,
b'coz I'm jz not a confident guy,
or may be in my eye,
you are too good, too far for me to hold you as long as i wish...
Gal,I'd fall in love to you, yes I do, I swear it is true....
close my eye,
but deep inside my head,
is all of your face....
Every moment I spend with you,
Is jz like a short movie,
flashing across my mind....
Turn around,
Your face still there, vividly...
Imagine what are you doing,
Wondering who you are hanging out with,
It bring tear to my eye...
Miss those day, when i can sit still opposite of you to look into your eye,
miss those call, which i can listen to your sweet voice,
but now, you are not here anymore,
shattered, my heart...
Dunt blame me for my pessimistic thinking,
b'coz I'm jz not a confident guy,
or may be in my eye,
you are too good, too far for me to hold you as long as i wish...
Gal,I'd fall in love to you, yes I do, I swear it is true....
Monday, September 10, 2007
__SweeT DreaM LasT NiGhT__
She lay her head on my arm last night, in dream...
I playing with her long hair softly last night, in dream...
Not really remember the sense of her hair,
but cleary remember how sweet it is...
I wonder, would her feel my eractical heart beat?
it is possible she is also having the same dream with me last night?
I wonder, would i have the same sweet dream tonight?
would it come to real one day?
i wonder, and keep wondering....
A sweet dream, last night...
I playing with her long hair softly last night, in dream...
Not really remember the sense of her hair,
but cleary remember how sweet it is...
I wonder, would her feel my eractical heart beat?
it is possible she is also having the same dream with me last night?
I wonder, would i have the same sweet dream tonight?
would it come to real one day?
i wonder, and keep wondering....
A sweet dream, last night...
Saturday, September 8, 2007
__That Is How It enD__
She is fragile, shily smile,
pale looking face, dimly shine eye,
just like an isolated moon in the dark vast sky.
He is fulled of talence, just like a famous star,
walking in the crowd, catch all's eye,
stay cool, but easy going.
No ppl understand why he is with her,
two residents from 2 different world..
He is a perfect guy for many many gals,
He can write a sentimental lyrics for her,
Once a while,
he can play some sweet song to convey his love,
Once a while,
he can cook some lovely breakfast for her,
Once a while...
But She jz want someone can be always be there for her,
even he cant cook,
even he dunno hw to play song,
even he is not romantic enough...
She wish him can be the first person come to her when she is in trouble,
but he cant always make it,
reply her message at the first time when she need someone to pamper her,
but he cant always make it,
saunter along the beach,
even no flower, no sweet words,
the firmly hold hand will secure her heart,
but he not aware of it....
Separate, that is how it end....
pale looking face, dimly shine eye,
just like an isolated moon in the dark vast sky.
He is fulled of talence, just like a famous star,
walking in the crowd, catch all's eye,
stay cool, but easy going.
No ppl understand why he is with her,
two residents from 2 different world..
He is a perfect guy for many many gals,
He can write a sentimental lyrics for her,
Once a while,
he can play some sweet song to convey his love,
Once a while,
he can cook some lovely breakfast for her,
Once a while...
But She jz want someone can be always be there for her,
even he cant cook,
even he dunno hw to play song,
even he is not romantic enough...
She wish him can be the first person come to her when she is in trouble,
but he cant always make it,
reply her message at the first time when she need someone to pamper her,
but he cant always make it,
saunter along the beach,
even no flower, no sweet words,
the firmly hold hand will secure her heart,
but he not aware of it....
Separate, that is how it end....
Saturday, August 25, 2007
Blue Dismal __ Translated From Richie Ren's
Sarcasm breeze stroking your face,
Leisurely but gloomily,
Some birds are flying across the river, in the companion of evening sun,
nodding their head, nobody cares,
There are someone playing love song, far away,
romantic but feeling lonely,
Making you feel miserable after listening,
You are asking the same question again,
who gonna accompany you 4 dinner tonight?
You smiling while telling me you already get used to it,
Sometime you prefer it in this way too,
alone but free to do whatever you like,
nobody gonna restrict you,
Jz sometime alone remind you of the past..
How long does no body call you sweet heart anymore?
Melt your heart and let your tear come out,
Someone there for you when the winter come,
no more drunk alone…
the sky is darkening everyday,
turn on the tv,
waiting for another touching story(regret),
How long does no body call you sweet heart anymore?
Always there for you when you are not well,
the sky is darkening everyday,
Turn off the tv,
Who gonna send you good night message tonight?
No body understand your feeling,
blue , a special color,
Looking at the pairs on the street,
you feel ntg ,
Pretend to be light-hearted, smiling,
Naïve like a children,
dance on the street happily,
back at home,
You let go all of your defenses,
tears coming out not,even you realize…
How long does no body call you sweet heart anymore? ( May I?)
Melt your heart and let your tear come out, ( I wish you give the chance)
Someone there for you when the winter come, (always be the first 4 you)
no more drunk alone… (Coz I will warm your heart)
the sky is darkening everyday, (I wish to hold your hand watching the sun setting)
turn on the tv, (I will be your side)
waiting for another touching story(regret), (cry with you together)
How long does no body call you sweet heart anymore? (May I?)
Always there for you when u not well, (I wish you give me the chance)
the sky is darkening everyday, (making you feel sweet waiting my good night msg)
Turn off the tv, ( My hand not gonna let go of your hand anymore)
Who gonna send you good night message? (You dunt need it anymore)
Leisurely but gloomily,
Some birds are flying across the river, in the companion of evening sun,
nodding their head, nobody cares,
There are someone playing love song, far away,
romantic but feeling lonely,
Making you feel miserable after listening,
You are asking the same question again,
who gonna accompany you 4 dinner tonight?
You smiling while telling me you already get used to it,
Sometime you prefer it in this way too,
alone but free to do whatever you like,
nobody gonna restrict you,
Jz sometime alone remind you of the past..
How long does no body call you sweet heart anymore?
Melt your heart and let your tear come out,
Someone there for you when the winter come,
no more drunk alone…
the sky is darkening everyday,
turn on the tv,
waiting for another touching story(regret),
How long does no body call you sweet heart anymore?
Always there for you when you are not well,
the sky is darkening everyday,
Turn off the tv,
Who gonna send you good night message tonight?
No body understand your feeling,
blue , a special color,
Looking at the pairs on the street,
you feel ntg ,
Pretend to be light-hearted, smiling,
Naïve like a children,
dance on the street happily,
back at home,
You let go all of your defenses,
tears coming out not,even you realize…
How long does no body call you sweet heart anymore? ( May I?)
Melt your heart and let your tear come out, ( I wish you give the chance)
Someone there for you when the winter come, (always be the first 4 you)
no more drunk alone… (Coz I will warm your heart)
the sky is darkening everyday, (I wish to hold your hand watching the sun setting)
turn on the tv, (I will be your side)
waiting for another touching story(regret), (cry with you together)
How long does no body call you sweet heart anymore? (May I?)
Always there for you when u not well, (I wish you give me the chance)
the sky is darkening everyday, (making you feel sweet waiting my good night msg)
Turn off the tv, ( My hand not gonna let go of your hand anymore)
Who gonna send you good night message? (You dunt need it anymore)
Wednesday, August 22, 2007
__I'm SoRry ThaT__
_Family_
I'm sry that once I have forgotten how important family are,
I'm sry that you have a not so obedient grandson,
I'm sry that you have a son who had forgotten to say Happy Father Day to you,
I'm sry that you have a son who always bring you trouble,
I'm sry that you have a son who used to blame you for the divorce,
I'm sry that you have a son who used to show cold sholder to you,
I'm sry that you have a bro who are not missing you always,
I'm sry that you have a bro who always keep asking you about ur study,
I wish you can live longer so i have more time to show my love to my beloved granmum,
have a chit chat with you, smiling while u reminding me my mistake, heed to you advices, help you to do housechores, praising you for the delicious disks you cook for us, hold your hand while you stumbling....
I wish can sense your happiness while i wish you Happy Father Day every year, time remind me that you never slap me even i do something wrong, thx for always give me wat you can, thx for giving me the chance to study and support me everythime i tell you what i wanna do, and always believe i can do well in that,although i cant give me a wealthly life but at least u teach me hw to live in a tough life, and ur son gonna be far better than those who are borned with a silver spoon in their mouth...
i wish you can find another good guy who can take good care of you in future, thx 4 everything you have done for me even i show cold shoulder to you, thx for the sudden call jz to ask me to take good care of myself....
I wish you can do well in your study , and find a good guy in future, be strong even ur parent had divorced...
_SHE_
I'm sry that I'm not good enough to be ur guy,
I'm sry that I had forgotten your birthday,
I'm sry that the fact i m not aware you are not happy,
I'm sry that telling you that i love you ,
I'm sry that the damn sweet words i have told you,
I'm sry that I m jz not so understand you at all,
I'm sry that I m too rush everytime,
I wish that you can be persistant for your choice and not giving up easily,
she is jz a young gal searching for some love in this big world,
so may God bless her in her love and find her prince,
I wish him can appreciate her now and ever,
always be the first for her...
_Friend_
I'm sry that I'm not a good fren at all,
I'm sry that I'm too emotional sometime,
I'm sry that I'm too selfish sometime,
I'm sry that I dunt like simply let ppl copy my answer for granted,
I'm sry that always make YOU worry about me,
I'm sry that always find YOU for chatting when i m sad but i not aware that you may bz too,
I'm sry that I cant keep the promise,
I'm sry that sometime my talking will hurt soemone...
I'm sry that once I have forgotten how important family are,
I'm sry that you have a not so obedient grandson,
I'm sry that you have a son who had forgotten to say Happy Father Day to you,
I'm sry that you have a son who always bring you trouble,
I'm sry that you have a son who used to blame you for the divorce,
I'm sry that you have a son who used to show cold sholder to you,
I'm sry that you have a bro who are not missing you always,
I'm sry that you have a bro who always keep asking you about ur study,
I wish you can live longer so i have more time to show my love to my beloved granmum,
have a chit chat with you, smiling while u reminding me my mistake, heed to you advices, help you to do housechores, praising you for the delicious disks you cook for us, hold your hand while you stumbling....
I wish can sense your happiness while i wish you Happy Father Day every year, time remind me that you never slap me even i do something wrong, thx for always give me wat you can, thx for giving me the chance to study and support me everythime i tell you what i wanna do, and always believe i can do well in that,although i cant give me a wealthly life but at least u teach me hw to live in a tough life, and ur son gonna be far better than those who are borned with a silver spoon in their mouth...
i wish you can find another good guy who can take good care of you in future, thx 4 everything you have done for me even i show cold shoulder to you, thx for the sudden call jz to ask me to take good care of myself....
I wish you can do well in your study , and find a good guy in future, be strong even ur parent had divorced...
_SHE_
I'm sry that I'm not good enough to be ur guy,
I'm sry that I had forgotten your birthday,
I'm sry that the fact i m not aware you are not happy,
I'm sry that telling you that i love you ,
I'm sry that the damn sweet words i have told you,
I'm sry that I m jz not so understand you at all,
I'm sry that I m too rush everytime,
I wish that you can be persistant for your choice and not giving up easily,
she is jz a young gal searching for some love in this big world,
so may God bless her in her love and find her prince,
I wish him can appreciate her now and ever,
always be the first for her...
_Friend_
I'm sry that I'm not a good fren at all,
I'm sry that I'm too emotional sometime,
I'm sry that I'm too selfish sometime,
I'm sry that I dunt like simply let ppl copy my answer for granted,
I'm sry that always make YOU worry about me,
I'm sry that always find YOU for chatting when i m sad but i not aware that you may bz too,
I'm sry that I cant keep the promise,
I'm sry that sometime my talking will hurt soemone...
Tuesday, August 21, 2007
__GirL, sToP ThaT__
Girl, stop telling me that u need me even you really mean it,
for that moment,
coz i find out i cant stop missing you after u told me that ,
and that is what i try not to do now...
Girl, stop telling me that u need me but i m jz not your first choice,
coz it is killing me , it is too sweet for me,
and i really cant afford it...
Girl, stop telling me that u need me, if u are not yet ready,
coz i will do everything but at the end i guess i will jz get an another dissapointed answer,
which i will think it worth while people around say i m a fool...
Girl, stop telling me that u need me, if the first person in ur mind is not me,
may be we( or me only) should back to last time ,
that time i put not much hope on your name will appear on my handphone again...
(That time I stop checking my hp for your name every half an hour)
Girl, stop telling me that u need me ,
u really dunt need to tell me that,
coz i will always be there for you,
when u are alone , you are down , you need somebody,
as a friend...
Girl, stop telling me that u need me ,
It will only make me feel worse for myself not good enough to to be your man...
Girl, I love you, I really mean it,
when you tell me you need me..
so jz dunt simply tell me that you need me ,
you will never know hw much a stupid guy like me will be touched by this 3 simply ' i need you'...
and I never regret about it...
for that moment,
coz i find out i cant stop missing you after u told me that ,
and that is what i try not to do now...
Girl, stop telling me that u need me but i m jz not your first choice,
coz it is killing me , it is too sweet for me,
and i really cant afford it...
Girl, stop telling me that u need me, if u are not yet ready,
coz i will do everything but at the end i guess i will jz get an another dissapointed answer,
which i will think it worth while people around say i m a fool...
Girl, stop telling me that u need me, if the first person in ur mind is not me,
may be we( or me only) should back to last time ,
that time i put not much hope on your name will appear on my handphone again...
(That time I stop checking my hp for your name every half an hour)
Girl, stop telling me that u need me ,
u really dunt need to tell me that,
coz i will always be there for you,
when u are alone , you are down , you need somebody,
as a friend...
Girl, stop telling me that u need me ,
It will only make me feel worse for myself not good enough to to be your man...
Girl, I love you, I really mean it,
when you tell me you need me..
so jz dunt simply tell me that you need me ,
you will never know hw much a stupid guy like me will be touched by this 3 simply ' i need you'...
and I never regret about it...
Saturday, August 18, 2007
__StaGe oF LiFe___
There must be some reasons we are borned to this world. But i still wondering for my reason. Some found their reason and work hard on it and get the self-satisfication by making themself special from the others. Some found their stage of life in their study, some in sport ,some in relationship ,games and so on....How about me ? I dunt think i m more intelligent than others or very good in some thing like sport or whatever...so what is my reason for coming to this world? And what is the stage of life for me to make myself different from other? Is it i can jz pass through my life by study , working , get marry and die? A so so normal and lame life.....I dunt want jz pass through my life lidat , feeling nothing i good at , walking among the crowd and cant find out what i m different from them making me sick .Wake up , study , sleep .. keep repeating the routine but dunno what am i study for....I really wanna know what I really want....At the day i find out my reason for coming into this world , i will be different from others...
Sunday, August 12, 2007
__My MidTerm Break__
It is the worst holiday for me i think, no more sleep for 12 hours like last break...no more enjoyable like last time even i was alone in the empty house...too many thing for me to settle, applied static and engineering mathstests are coming the break, but i have no idea about that, 2 lab reports have to submit str after the break , mmu table tennis closed is coming on 19/8/07 , luckily, or unluckily i am the assistant director of this event , but seem like everything is not yet start....perhaps too much thing for me to do , so , internaly, i choose to ignore them all , doing nothing and waiting the time to pass away...Damn hate it!!! I dunno since when i start to feel that the lecture is tough, may be i not play enough attention on it. Dunno since when i realise my table tennis skil is so sux...and trying hard to improve it ....haihz...all i want now is to sleep for 12 hours .....arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...but now is the early morning of the last day of break ...>.< ...tomorrow after wake up have to settle the registration booth , have to find teammate to discuss about the lab report...have to find fren to ask for help for the coming test ...some people say that having dream in the sleep is not really good coz ur brain is functioning without break , well but i realli wish that i can have a sweet dream tonight , which can make me more energytic to prepare for tomorrow 's life...
P.s sry for this untidy blog..>.<
P.s sry for this untidy blog..>.<
Friday, August 3, 2007
LaTeLy....
Lately, I learn wat is true love...
Lately, I cant sleep well in the night again..
Lately, I start looking for her message in my hp again...
Lately, I feel like cant catch up with my study...
Lately, I start cooking dinner...
Lately, I start looking for a song to listen for whole night...
Lately, I mix with a lot of frens in Table Tennis Club..
Lately, I start losing control for not playing Game...
Lately, I hate myself for not good in self-control...
Lately, I feel I am deteriorating in playing table tennis...
Lately, I feel like i m not as determined as last time...
Lately, I jz want close my eye and listen to the song (The Secret by Jay Chou) till i fall asleep...
Lately, I am exhausted, physically and mentally...
Lately, I will do my best no matter what happen...
Lately, no more lately...
Lately, I cant sleep well in the night again..
Lately, I start looking for her message in my hp again...
Lately, I feel like cant catch up with my study...
Lately, I start cooking dinner...
Lately, I start looking for a song to listen for whole night...
Lately, I mix with a lot of frens in Table Tennis Club..
Lately, I start losing control for not playing Game...
Lately, I hate myself for not good in self-control...
Lately, I feel I am deteriorating in playing table tennis...
Lately, I feel like i m not as determined as last time...
Lately, I jz want close my eye and listen to the song (The Secret by Jay Chou) till i fall asleep...
Lately, I am exhausted, physically and mentally...
Lately, I will do my best no matter what happen...
Lately, no more lately...
Saturday, July 21, 2007
一心一意
你说你喜欢我，却不是爱上我，
你说你需要我，却不是在想我，
你眼神怎么这么无情，让我的心都无法继续，
扭曲了的友情，该怎么进入爱情?
我毫无头绪，怎么拉近我们的距离.
我只想把你抱紧，不管淋雨还是天晴,
我都一心一意，二四小时为你候命.
我只想陪你到处乱去，不管天涯还是海底,
我都全心全意，护送你到底，
你不必说谢谢你，因为我自己也很高兴.
你怎么都不给回应，难道是我不够诚心?
还是你还在怀疑，我说的是否真心，
所以你不敢让自己轻易靠近，
我会一直等你
你说你寂寞，却不必我陪，
你说即史天下雨，却不必我撑伞遮你，
你怎么这么保护自己，防备我的任何靠近，
难道我们的一点一滴，都不值得回忆?
曾想过放弃，却又不甘心.
我只想把你抱紧，不管淋雨还是天晴,
我都一心一意，二四小时为你候命.
我只想陪你到处乱去，不管天涯还是海底,
我都全心全意，护送你到底，
你不必说谢谢你，因为我自己也很高兴.
只要你的一点回应，我会毫无犹豫,
一直陪你走下去，直到你找到唯一，
我会尝试笑着……祝福你
你说你需要我，却不是在想我，
你眼神怎么这么无情，让我的心都无法继续，
扭曲了的友情，该怎么进入爱情?
我毫无头绪，怎么拉近我们的距离.
我只想把你抱紧，不管淋雨还是天晴,
我都一心一意，二四小时为你候命.
我只想陪你到处乱去，不管天涯还是海底,
我都全心全意，护送你到底，
你不必说谢谢你，因为我自己也很高兴.
你怎么都不给回应，难道是我不够诚心?
还是你还在怀疑，我说的是否真心，
所以你不敢让自己轻易靠近，
我会一直等你
你说你寂寞，却不必我陪，
你说即史天下雨，却不必我撑伞遮你，
你怎么这么保护自己，防备我的任何靠近，
难道我们的一点一滴，都不值得回忆?
曾想过放弃，却又不甘心.
我只想把你抱紧，不管淋雨还是天晴,
我都一心一意，二四小时为你候命.
我只想陪你到处乱去，不管天涯还是海底,
我都全心全意，护送你到底，
你不必说谢谢你，因为我自己也很高兴.
只要你的一点回应，我会毫无犹豫,
一直陪你走下去，直到你找到唯一，
我会尝试笑着……祝福你
撕心裂肺
一个人走在寂寞电影街，
手里握着两张的票卷，
明知你不会来的爽约，
我却坚持呆在那边，
没有了你是怎样的世界，
发现街里只有我一人疲倦，
看着他们的笑脸，
增强了我对你的思念，
原来这就是所谓的思念，
撕心裂肺你却看不见，
无奈我们的爱出现在不对的时间。
一个人坐在阴暗旧房间，
脑里想的全是你的脸，
去年今日这个时间，
你决定放弃我们的信念，
手里握着是你的相片，
脑海里没有和你合照的经验，
忽然我才发现，
这场爱只有我一个人在演，
原来这就是所谓的思念，
撕心裂肺你却看不见，
无奈我们的爱出现在不对的时间。
手里票卷已过了期限，
相片早已看不见，
无奈你已走远，只把回忆深深的留在我心里面。。。
此歌词只随性创作
手里握着两张的票卷，
明知你不会来的爽约，
我却坚持呆在那边，
没有了你是怎样的世界，
发现街里只有我一人疲倦，
看着他们的笑脸，
增强了我对你的思念，
原来这就是所谓的思念，
撕心裂肺你却看不见，
无奈我们的爱出现在不对的时间。
一个人坐在阴暗旧房间，
脑里想的全是你的脸，
去年今日这个时间，
你决定放弃我们的信念，
手里握着是你的相片，
脑海里没有和你合照的经验，
忽然我才发现，
这场爱只有我一个人在演，
原来这就是所谓的思念，
撕心裂肺你却看不见，
无奈我们的爱出现在不对的时间。
手里票卷已过了期限，
相片早已看不见，
无奈你已走远，只把回忆深深的留在我心里面。。。
此歌词只随性创作
LoVinG youRselF oR LovinG SomeBody eLse?
Are you loving yourself or loving somebody else? what is the different? You NEED somebody else or you WANT somebody else? Love is a strong possesive feeling towards other, if you find out you WANT somebody else very much , mean you are falling in love to him/her no matter what they have done to you, either they are making you happy or making you suffering..If you need somebody else to be with with you for jz making you happy, pls be reminded that you are jz loving yourself, i didnt mean that you are selfish or wat,coz both loving other or being loved by other are also the right way in love, but in this stage you jz NEED him/her, not WANT him/her....you may feel happy to be with him/her but they are jz something in making you feel hapy or watever, may be in others' eye you two are couple, are meant to be ,but...well , for me, you are jz running away from the true love , coz you may have to suffer or cannot be so happy if you choose to with someone you WANT him/her so much... Love is the feeling that you will think about what you gonna do with him/her in future at night till you cant close your eye, or even you close your eye but still cant asleep...Love is something that you care about her/his feeling no matter in what situation, not only a "bye" but is " i gotta go , miss you"...Love is not that you hide everything from him/her and expecting him/her to understand you , but is you wanna try your best to understand her/him....Love is that you want to give your all to him/her ,but not expectiing him/her to give watever he/she can to you ...Love is that one you WANT him/her every single moment, not only at a particular moment...that is how I interpret LOVE...so what is your interpretion for love? Are you loving yourself or Loving somebody else? You NEED him/her or WANT him/her? ...wish all the couples in the world is loving with their tru love..
__SweeT MemoRy__
Have you all watched " The Cinderella story" acted by hilarry druf? It is a damn nice movie, although i m not as sentimental as girl , i was touched when Austin Ames, give up his match n run toward Sam and hug her tightly.The sky seem to be touched too by dropping the holy rain droplets to wash away all the sin in this world.If you ask me, " Would the miracle happen in real life?", "Yes It Will!!!!!!" I believe that fate is decided by God, but we can change it.If you find someone is your destiny , jz go ahead. May be some of you may think i am too irresponsible and idealistic to talk about these. Well , i admit i am naive in love stuff, but i'd realise that some sweet and memorable thing can only be done when we are young. If i have a chance, i will always choose to love someone fanatically, be young is our changce, to love someone fanatically is our choice, i will choose to love instead of regret. I'd changed alot , last time i will prefer the LONG-TIME-LASTING love, well now i jz want appreciate wat i have even it jz last for a moment. I no longer so stubborn like last time, no longer expect getting anything back from wat i have give, because the "xing fu" i having now is all the things i need, even it cant last longer than i wish. An angel will go nowhere so do i also. Even after my hair be whitened by the age, as long as someone need me , i will still be there.You may take it as sweet word.
WHEN A SWEET WORD COME TRUE, IT LONGER A SWEET WORD, IT IS A PROMISE. AS I HAVE PROMISED , I WILL ALWAYS BE THERE...
WHEN A SWEET WORD COME TRUE, IT LONGER A SWEET WORD, IT IS A PROMISE. AS I HAVE PROMISED , I WILL ALWAYS BE THERE...
_A SteP AwaY FroM Me_
You are just a step from me,
but I'd realise ,
your heart is not beating as mine,
so , I walk out the door, away from the crowd,
the happiness is not belong to me,I know it ...I realli know it ...
I pause, momentarily, head turning back ,
i find no even a little of my silhoute in your eye,
you are holding his hand , smile on ur face,
i know , u'd find your destiny, i know , i really know it..
Ppl ask me ,how come i know he is better than me for you?
I know it coz you are happier when you are with him than with me,
so i know it ...
Love someone doesnt mean need to be together with her,
i agree,
when only i realise i cant with the one who i love ..
I jz want you to be happy, with or without me...
but I'd realise ,
your heart is not beating as mine,
so , I walk out the door, away from the crowd,
the happiness is not belong to me,I know it ...I realli know it ...
I pause, momentarily, head turning back ,
i find no even a little of my silhoute in your eye,
you are holding his hand , smile on ur face,
i know , u'd find your destiny, i know , i really know it..
Ppl ask me ,how come i know he is better than me for you?
I know it coz you are happier when you are with him than with me,
so i know it ...
Love someone doesnt mean need to be together with her,
i agree,
when only i realise i cant with the one who i love ..
I jz want you to be happy, with or without me...
_For My BudDy_
Along the road i ride, remind me of the stuff two years ago, fetching you to tuition centre, you wearing the stupid funny helmet...smile appear in my face..
_Thx for making me happy for that moment_
_Thx buDdy_
_Thx for making me happy for that moment_
_Thx buDdy_
__FoR ThoSe Who'd LivinG 1 yeaR wiTh Me__
The memory of us come to here in the last year of June Still vividly last in my mind, I'd forget 1 thing ? hw we sleep in the first night ? Is that our mattress already reach before we come here ? No internet, bored till fark here and there...gamble , laugh , watch movie, the whole house was animated by our energetic laughing....Tokyo drift is the fers movie we watch in Mp , like watch movie in the pasar malam , very noisy ....Still remember that time you cry because of the depressing msg , still remember that i and jh sit there whole night chatting with you trying to console you, still remember that how stim you are, wake up d but still sit on the mattres, head down , like praying to the unnamed godness, we share the joy , the sorrow and so on ....sometime we 'd quarrel over some stupid stuff , but our friendship still able to cover over it...afterall , after you all move out , i think no longer have ppl to scold me for cutting my hair too short, no longer have the sweet chit chat before the sleep , no longer hear the noisy game sound and farking sound here ....get uesd to it not mean can endure it , pretend to be ok doesnt mean i m not sad over your leaving , jz tear not suppose to drop out from my eye...Lastly , i would like to wish you all take good care over there , i wish everything will be ok there ...may be life may get busy till we have less and less connection , but i know the friendship will not fade no matter how ..Living with you all in this one year will be a beautiful chapter in my life ...P.s __Dunt be too stim after go there; so many good girl outside; sometime help to do some house chores la lolx... ALL THE BEST TO YOU ALL
_YeaRs PasSeD LoVe sTilL_
I can still feel my heartbeat when i see you,
years passed, love still.
The vibration in my every single blood cells, b
oiling my nerves...
but i have no place to melt,
jz like my love have no way to tell.
Some ppl said that moon and stars are signs of romance,
but i say that they are jz emitting the stupid white light that let you sense my face get red.
Nobody know, nobody care,
I'd lost my soul at the destined place where we meet ..
Frozen heart, melted by your shyly smile.
I wonder,
why SHE doesnt send Cupid for us?
Why HE doesnt bond us with the red line?
You ain't the angel which is how the damn sweet talkers call you
You ain't the princess b'coz you dunt like the flattering address
Hold my hand, I will take you to nowhere.
Hold my heart, even it jz last for a moment.
Hold my soul, I'd lost it in the long past mystery night.
Dunt ever tell me you no longer care or I get it wrong..
coz your heart is beating fast too...
Take some sweet words from my heart ,
get some ardent heat from my lips,
LOVE is flowing all the night,at least let me hold you for tonight....
P.s I jz want you to be happy, with or without me
..
years passed, love still.
The vibration in my every single blood cells, b
oiling my nerves...
but i have no place to melt,
jz like my love have no way to tell.
Some ppl said that moon and stars are signs of romance,
but i say that they are jz emitting the stupid white light that let you sense my face get red.
Nobody know, nobody care,
I'd lost my soul at the destined place where we meet ..
Frozen heart, melted by your shyly smile.
I wonder,
why SHE doesnt send Cupid for us?
Why HE doesnt bond us with the red line?
You ain't the angel which is how the damn sweet talkers call you
You ain't the princess b'coz you dunt like the flattering address
Hold my hand, I will take you to nowhere.
Hold my heart, even it jz last for a moment.
Hold my soul, I'd lost it in the long past mystery night.
Dunt ever tell me you no longer care or I get it wrong..
coz your heart is beating fast too...
Take some sweet words from my heart ,
get some ardent heat from my lips,
LOVE is flowing all the night,at least let me hold you for tonight....
P.s I jz want you to be happy, with or without me
.._I LoVe yOu_
Tears , trickled down my eyes...
Soul, was trapped in the past...
I never get to know...
I need you so much..In my life..
Tears, not seem to stop,
B'coz, I still not get over you,
I jz cant forget the love story,
between....you and me...
I , tried to clutch your hand,
when , you're walking away....I
n front of me, you spoke cleary...
We were done, we were over...
I love you,I jz realise that,
I miss you,Every second,
I need you,To be here with me...
Pls dunt...jz walk away...lidat...I love you...I love you...
Soul, was trapped in the past...
I never get to know...
I need you so much..In my life..
Tears, not seem to stop,
B'coz, I still not get over you,
I jz cant forget the love story,
between....you and me...
I , tried to clutch your hand,
when , you're walking away....I
n front of me, you spoke cleary...
We were done, we were over...
I love you,I jz realise that,
I miss you,Every second,
I need you,To be here with me...
Pls dunt...jz walk away...lidat...I love you...I love you...
The GaMe'S RuLe
There are a game,
btw me and you,
and there are a rule,
which is we can't think too much in the game,
every single word can be a truth or an illusion...
what we can do is jz obey the rule and carry on the game...
There a boundary,
where we have to keep our distance from ...
Dunt even try to lay into the land which is not belong to you,
it may end up a traumatic tragedy ( or a lovely story )
50% versus 50 %,
all we can do ,
is jz obey the rule and carry on the game...
even every single word from me is true,
you may jz take them as idealistic sweet word,
even every single word from you is fake,
I can only accept the truth,
coz i never know the truth.
There are a game btw you and me,
and the rule is we cant think too much,
break the rule, end the game....simultaneously..
*big appreciate to the person who give me the idea.. ^^
btw me and you,
and there are a rule,
which is we can't think too much in the game,
every single word can be a truth or an illusion...
what we can do is jz obey the rule and carry on the game...
There a boundary,
where we have to keep our distance from ...
Dunt even try to lay into the land which is not belong to you,
it may end up a traumatic tragedy ( or a lovely story )
50% versus 50 %,
all we can do ,
is jz obey the rule and carry on the game...
even every single word from me is true,
you may jz take them as idealistic sweet word,
even every single word from you is fake,
I can only accept the truth,
coz i never know the truth.
There are a game btw you and me,
and the rule is we cant think too much,
break the rule, end the game....simultaneously..
*big appreciate to the person who give me the idea.. ^^
I Jz WanT To...
I just want to .....
hold your hand,
walking along the beach,
engulfed by the silver moon-light,
escort by the dim yellow street light,
enjoy the rubbing of sand from the foot and the warmth from ur hand..
Breeze is gently caressing your face,
when my hand is softly stroking your black-silk-long hair...
I jz want to....
put my jacket on your shoulder when you shudder,
put my hand on your waist when you stumble,
give you the red rose when you wonder,
and kiss your forehead when tear around ur eye's corner...
Night is no longer something to be afraided of,
as long as both of us are together,
Alone is no longer something to be feared of,
as long as our soul are connected,
rose may wither one day, but i wunt let the clasp between your n my hand loose....
hold your hand,
walking along the beach,
engulfed by the silver moon-light,
escort by the dim yellow street light,
enjoy the rubbing of sand from the foot and the warmth from ur hand..
Breeze is gently caressing your face,
when my hand is softly stroking your black-silk-long hair...
I jz want to....
put my jacket on your shoulder when you shudder,
put my hand on your waist when you stumble,
give you the red rose when you wonder,
and kiss your forehead when tear around ur eye's corner...
Night is no longer something to be afraided of,
as long as both of us are together,
Alone is no longer something to be feared of,
as long as our soul are connected,
rose may wither one day, but i wunt let the clasp between your n my hand loose....
DaY oF MissInG SoMeOne
Every morning, blind by the white light,
hardly open eye,
watch the outside world between the fingers,
close my eye,trying to recall ur smile in the last nitez dream,
grab the phone, watch the screen,
hoping to see ur name appear on it,even jz a 'hi'
but mostly, there are not...
wash my face, look into the mirror,my face, but not ur face...disappointed...
ride along the road, pay no atentin to other vehicles...
accelerate the speed ..but your muffled laughter still linger around my ear..
going to class, in mind, not the numerical calculation or the Einstein ridiculous formula.but ur smiling face...smile ...not even i realise that...
turn on the silent mode, but keep holding the phone , worrying to miss ur msg...worrying the vibration not strong enuf to alert me from the so call day dream...
b in home, avoid watching into the mirror, coz is my face, not UR face....
turn on the pc, but no ur picture to serve as background,
searching in the 'my music'file..cant even find a song to soothe my mind..
stand in the mid of the night...
wind gently caress my face,
jz like ur illusion gently stroking my face,
No one to tell, coz not expecting them to understand...
No one to tell, Jz want keep it to myself..
Looking into the vast sky, twinkling stars..
wondering are you looking the same sky at the another part of the earth...
eye tired, sight blurred...
finally , ur illusion disappear from my sight..
sigh..
not even have a chance to whisper near to ur ear to tell u ...I LOVE YOU..
you appear again in my dream...
hardly open eye,
watch the outside world between the fingers,
close my eye,trying to recall ur smile in the last nitez dream,
grab the phone, watch the screen,
hoping to see ur name appear on it,even jz a 'hi'
but mostly, there are not...
wash my face, look into the mirror,my face, but not ur face...disappointed...
ride along the road, pay no atentin to other vehicles...
accelerate the speed ..but your muffled laughter still linger around my ear..
going to class, in mind, not the numerical calculation or the Einstein ridiculous formula.but ur smiling face...smile ...not even i realise that...
turn on the silent mode, but keep holding the phone , worrying to miss ur msg...worrying the vibration not strong enuf to alert me from the so call day dream...
b in home, avoid watching into the mirror, coz is my face, not UR face....
turn on the pc, but no ur picture to serve as background,
searching in the 'my music'file..cant even find a song to soothe my mind..
stand in the mid of the night...
wind gently caress my face,
jz like ur illusion gently stroking my face,
No one to tell, coz not expecting them to understand...
No one to tell, Jz want keep it to myself..
Looking into the vast sky, twinkling stars..
wondering are you looking the same sky at the another part of the earth...
eye tired, sight blurred...
finally , ur illusion disappear from my sight..
sigh..
not even have a chance to whisper near to ur ear to tell u ...I LOVE YOU..
you appear again in my dream...
A New LiFe
A n3w lif3
I hold ur hand tight,
watching the sky,
i wonder how long it may last ...
I try as i might ,
to hold ur tear,
running down ur cheek....
u told me , how much u love him ....
u told me , how much he hurts you...
u told me , repeatly , u cant ...forget him
I wonder how may he looks like,
about tat guy tat make u cry ...
i jz dunt want see u cry for tat stupid guy ....( who dunnoe appreciate you)
The car engine roaring from behind ,
I guess he must be the guy who u like...
u stare at him with an expression i nvr see,
seem like miracle is happening....
i hold ur hand n kiss ur forehead...
i noe .. is time to say goodbye..
time to say goodbye !!!!!!!!!!
U run toward him without looking back ,
hug him as tight as u can ,
leaving me alone on the ground ,
reminisce the frangance of your hair..
Standing by the seaside soon i realise ,
no matter how hard have i try ...
u never be mine....
standing by the seaside i make up my mind ,
to leave the seaside....
the place where u like....
to start a new life.....a new life...
I hold ur hand tight,
watching the sky,
i wonder how long it may last ...
I try as i might ,
to hold ur tear,
running down ur cheek....
u told me , how much u love him ....
u told me , how much he hurts you...
u told me , repeatly , u cant ...forget him
I wonder how may he looks like,
about tat guy tat make u cry ...
i jz dunt want see u cry for tat stupid guy ....( who dunnoe appreciate you)
The car engine roaring from behind ,
I guess he must be the guy who u like...
u stare at him with an expression i nvr see,
seem like miracle is happening....
i hold ur hand n kiss ur forehead...
i noe .. is time to say goodbye..
time to say goodbye !!!!!!!!!!
U run toward him without looking back ,
hug him as tight as u can ,
leaving me alone on the ground ,
reminisce the frangance of your hair..
Standing by the seaside soon i realise ,
no matter how hard have i try ...
u never be mine....
standing by the seaside i make up my mind ,
to leave the seaside....
the place where u like....
to start a new life.....a new life...
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