一心一意

你说你喜欢我，却不是爱上我，
你说你需要我，却不是在想我，
你眼神怎么这么无情，让我的心都无法继续，
扭曲了的友情，该怎么进入爱情?
我毫无头绪，怎么拉近我们的距离.
我只想把你抱紧，不管淋雨还是天晴,
我都一心一意，二四小时为你候命.
我只想陪你到处乱去，不管天涯还是海底,
我都全心全意，护送你到底，
你不必说谢谢你，因为我自己也很高兴.
你怎么都不给回应，难道是我不够诚心?
还是你还在怀疑，我说的是否真心，
所以你不敢让自己轻易靠近，
我会一直等你

你说你寂寞，却不必我陪，
你说即史天下雨，却不必我撑伞遮你，
你怎么这么保护自己，防备我的任何靠近，
难道我们的一点一滴，都不值得回忆?
曾想过放弃，却又不甘心.
我只想把你抱紧，不管淋雨还是天晴,
我都一心一意，二四小时为你候命.
我只想陪你到处乱去，不管天涯还是海底,
我都全心全意，护送你到底，
你不必说谢谢你，因为我自己也很高兴.
只要你的一点回应，我会毫无犹豫,
一直陪你走下去，直到你找到唯一，
我会尝试笑着……祝福你

撕心裂肺

一个人走在寂寞电影街，
手里握着两张的票卷，
明知你不会来的爽约，
我却坚持呆在那边，

没有了你是怎样的世界，
发现街里只有我一人疲倦，
看着他们的笑脸，
增强了我对你的思念，

原来这就是所谓的思念，
撕心裂肺你却看不见，
无奈我们的爱出现在不对的时间。

一个人坐在阴暗旧房间，
脑里想的全是你的脸，
去年今日这个时间，
你决定放弃我们的信念，

手里握着是你的相片，
脑海里没有和你合照的经验，
忽然我才发现，
这场爱只有我一个人在演，

原来这就是所谓的思念，
撕心裂肺你却看不见，
无奈我们的爱出现在不对的时间。

手里票卷已过了期限，
相片早已看不见，
无奈你已走远，只把回忆深深的留在我心里面。。。

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LoVinG youRselF oR LovinG SomeBody eLse?

Are you loving yourself or loving somebody else? what is the different? You NEED somebody else or you WANT somebody else? Love is a strong possesive feeling towards other, if you find out you WANT somebody else very much , mean you are falling in love to him/her no matter what they have done to you, either they are making you happy or making you suffering..If you need somebody else to be with with you for jz making you happy, pls be reminded that you are jz loving yourself, i didnt mean that you are selfish or wat,coz both loving other or being loved by other are also the right way in love, but in this stage you jz NEED him/her, not WANT him/her....you may feel happy to be with him/her but they are jz something in making you feel hapy or watever, may be in others' eye you two are couple, are meant to be ,but...well , for me, you are jz running away from the true love , coz you may have to suffer or cannot be so happy if you choose to with someone you WANT him/her so much... Love is the feeling that you will think about what you gonna do with him/her in future at night till you cant close your eye, or even you close your eye but still cant asleep...Love is something that you care about her/his feeling no matter in what situation, not only a "bye" but is " i gotta go , miss you"...Love is not that you hide everything from him/her and expecting him/her to understand you , but is you wanna try your best to understand her/him....Love is that you want to give your all to him/her ,but not expectiing him/her to give watever he/she can to you ...Love is that one you WANT him/her every single moment, not only at a particular moment...that is how I interpret LOVE...so what is your interpretion for love? Are you loving yourself or Loving somebody else? You NEED him/her or WANT him/her? ...wish all the couples in the world is loving with their tru love..

__SweeT MemoRy__

Have you all watched " The Cinderella story" acted by hilarry druf? It is a damn nice movie, although i m not as sentimental as girl , i was touched when Austin Ames, give up his match n run toward Sam and hug her tightly.The sky seem to be touched too by dropping the holy rain droplets to wash away all the sin in this world.If you ask me, " Would the miracle happen in real life?", "Yes It Will!!!!!!" I believe that fate is decided by God, but we can change it.If you find someone is your destiny , jz go ahead. May be some of you may think i am too irresponsible and idealistic to talk about these. Well , i admit i am naive in love stuff, but i'd realise that some sweet and memorable thing can only be done when we are young. If i have a chance, i will always choose to love someone fanatically, be young is our changce, to love someone fanatically is our choice, i will choose to love instead of regret. I'd changed alot , last time i will prefer the LONG-TIME-LASTING love, well now i jz want appreciate wat i have even it jz last for a moment. I no longer so stubborn like last time, no longer expect getting anything back from wat i have give, because the "xing fu" i having now is all the things i need, even it cant last longer than i wish. An angel will go nowhere so do i also. Even after my hair be whitened by the age, as long as someone need me , i will still be there.You may take it as sweet word.
WHEN A SWEET WORD COME TRUE, IT LONGER A SWEET WORD, IT IS A PROMISE. AS I HAVE PROMISED , I WILL ALWAYS BE THERE...

_A SteP AwaY FroM Me_

You are just a step from me,
but I'd realise ,
your heart is not beating as mine,
so , I walk out the door, away from the crowd,
the happiness is not belong to me,I know it ...I realli know it ...
I pause, momentarily, head turning back ,
i find no even a little of my silhoute in your eye,
you are holding his hand , smile on ur face,
i know , u'd find your destiny, i know , i really know it..
Ppl ask me ,how come i know he is better than me for you?
I know it coz you are happier when you are with him than with me,
so i know it ...
Love someone doesnt mean need to be together with her,
i agree,
when only i realise i cant with the one who i love ..

I jz want you to be happy, with or without me...

_For My BudDy_

Along the road i ride, remind me of the stuff two years ago, fetching you to tuition centre, you wearing the stupid funny helmet...smile appear in my face..

_Thx for making me happy for that moment_
_Thx buDdy_

__FoR ThoSe Who'd LivinG 1 yeaR wiTh Me__

The memory of us come to here in the last year of June Still vividly last in my mind, I'd forget 1 thing ? hw we sleep in the first night ? Is that our mattress already reach before we come here ? No internet, bored till fark here and there...gamble , laugh , watch movie, the whole house was animated by our energetic laughing....Tokyo drift is the fers movie we watch in Mp , like watch movie in the pasar malam , very noisy ....Still remember that time you cry because of the depressing msg , still remember that i and jh sit there whole night chatting with you trying to console you, still remember that how stim you are, wake up d but still sit on the mattres, head down , like praying to the unnamed godness, we share the joy , the sorrow and so on ....sometime we 'd quarrel over some stupid stuff , but our friendship still able to cover over it...afterall , after you all move out , i think no longer have ppl to scold me for cutting my hair too short, no longer have the sweet chit chat before the sleep , no longer hear the noisy game sound and farking sound here ....get uesd to it not mean can endure it , pretend to be ok doesnt mean i m not sad over your leaving , jz tear not suppose to drop out from my eye...Lastly , i would like to wish you all take good care over there , i wish everything will be ok there ...may be life may get busy till we have less and less connection , but i know the friendship will not fade no matter how ..Living with you all in this one year will be a beautiful chapter in my life ...P.s __Dunt be too stim after go there; so many good girl outside; sometime help to do some house chores la lolx... ALL THE BEST TO YOU ALL

_YeaRs PasSeD LoVe sTilL_

I can still feel my heartbeat when i see you,
years passed, love still.
The vibration in my every single blood cells, b
oiling my nerves...
but i have no place to melt,
jz like my love have no way to tell.
Some ppl said that moon and stars are signs of romance,
but i say that they are jz emitting the stupid white light that let you sense my face get red.
Nobody know, nobody care,
I'd lost my soul at the destined place where we meet ..
Frozen heart, melted by your shyly smile.
I wonder,
why SHE doesnt send Cupid for us?
Why HE doesnt bond us with the red line?
You ain't the angel which is how the damn sweet talkers call you
You ain't the princess b'coz you dunt like the flattering address
Hold my hand, I will take you to nowhere.
Hold my heart, even it jz last for a moment.
Hold my soul, I'd lost it in the long past mystery night.
Dunt ever tell me you no longer care or I get it wrong..
coz your heart is beating fast too...
Take some sweet words from my heart ,
get some ardent heat from my lips,
LOVE is flowing all the night,at least let me hold you for tonight....

P.s I jz want you to be happy, with or without me..

_I LoVe yOu_

Tears , trickled down my eyes...
Soul, was trapped in the past...
I never get to know...
I need you so much..In my life..

Tears, not seem to stop,
B'coz, I still not get over you,
I jz cant forget the love story,
between....you and me...

I , tried to clutch your hand,
when , you're walking away....I
n front of me, you spoke cleary...
We were done, we were over...

I love you,I jz realise that,
I miss you,Every second,
I need you,To be here with me...
Pls dunt...jz walk away...lidat...I love you...I love you...

The GaMe'S RuLe

There are a game,
btw me and you,
and there are a rule,
which is we can't think too much in the game,
every single word can be a truth or an illusion...
what we can do is jz obey the rule and carry on the game...
There a boundary,
where we have to keep our distance from ...
Dunt even try to lay into the land which is not belong to you,
it may end up a traumatic tragedy ( or a lovely story )
50% versus 50 %,
all we can do ,
is jz obey the rule and carry on the game...
even every single word from me is true,
you may jz take them as idealistic sweet word,
even every single word from you is fake,
I can only accept the truth,
coz i never know the truth.
There are a game btw you and me,
and the rule is we cant think too much,
break the rule, end the game....simultaneously..
*big appreciate to the person who give me the idea.. ^^

I Jz WanT To...

I just want to .....
hold your hand,
walking along the beach,
engulfed by the silver moon-light,
escort by the dim yellow street light,
enjoy the rubbing of sand from the foot and the warmth from ur hand..
Breeze is gently caressing your face,
when my hand is softly stroking your black-silk-long hair...
I jz want to....
put my jacket on your shoulder when you shudder,
put my hand on your waist when you stumble,
give you the red rose when you wonder,
and kiss your forehead when tear around ur eye's corner...
Night is no longer something to be afraided of,
as long as both of us are together,
Alone is no longer something to be feared of,
as long as our soul are connected,
rose may wither one day, but i wunt let the clasp between your n my hand loose....

DaY oF MissInG SoMeOne

Every morning, blind by the white light,
hardly open eye,
watch the outside world between the fingers,
close my eye,trying to recall ur smile in the last nitez dream,
grab the phone, watch the screen,
hoping to see ur name appear on it,even jz a 'hi'
but mostly, there are not...
wash my face, look into the mirror,my face, but not ur face...disappointed...
ride along the road, pay no atentin to other vehicles...
accelerate the speed ..but your muffled laughter still linger around my ear..
going to class, in mind, not the numerical calculation or the Einstein ridiculous formula.but ur smiling face...smile ...not even i realise that...
turn on the silent mode, but keep holding the phone , worrying to miss ur msg...worrying the vibration not strong enuf to alert me from the so call day dream...
b in home, avoid watching into the mirror, coz is my face, not UR face....
turn on the pc, but no ur picture to serve as background,
searching in the 'my music'file..cant even find a song to soothe my mind..
stand in the mid of the night...
wind gently caress my face,
jz like ur illusion gently stroking my face,
No one to tell, coz not expecting them to understand...
No one to tell, Jz want keep it to myself..
Looking into the vast sky, twinkling stars..
wondering are you looking the same sky at the another part of the earth...
eye tired, sight blurred...
finally , ur illusion disappear from my sight..
sigh..
not even have a chance to whisper near to ur ear to tell u ...I LOVE YOU..
you appear again in my dream...

A New LiFe

A n3w lif3
I hold ur hand tight,
watching the sky,
i wonder how long it may last ...

I try as i might ,
to hold ur tear,
running down ur cheek....

u told me , how much u love him ....
u told me , how much he hurts you...
u told me , repeatly , u cant ...forget him

I wonder how may he looks like,
about tat guy tat make u cry ...
i jz dunt want see u cry for tat stupid guy ....( who dunnoe appreciate you)

The car engine roaring from behind ,
I guess he must be the guy who u like...
u stare at him with an expression i nvr see,
seem like miracle is happening....

i hold ur hand n kiss ur forehead...
i noe .. is time to say goodbye..
time to say goodbye !!!!!!!!!!

U run toward him without looking back ,
hug him as tight as u can ,
leaving me alone on the ground ,
reminisce the frangance of your hair..

Standing by the seaside soon i realise ,
no matter how hard have i try ...
u never be mine....

standing by the seaside i make up my mind ,
to leave the seaside....
the place where u like....
to start a new life.....a new life...