__Journal.5 Jogging__

Few days ago , one of my fren asked me , " why you so like to jog?" , and I just give her a simple answer , yet the true answer of the reason of I like to jog is a long far away story...

I'm a guy who good at nothing in primary school, not good at study , not good at sport, but pompous....one day , I read a comic .In the comic , the bullied boy ,who jz lose his game due to his inept in running short distnace in sport day, is watching a live marathon tournament, then come his grandfather , he said," You cant run fast in short distance doesnt mean you'r weak , perhaps the guy inside the tv is the representive of another form of strong, it is not hw fast but is hw far he could run."

And because of this inspiration , I start running for long disctance... I told myself , may be I can do it as well. And for this few years I have took part in some quarter marathon run , Tanjung 10km Run 2002, Penang 10 km City Run 2003, Penang Hill Climb 2003 and 2004, Penang bridge 10 km Run 2003 , Men's Health 10km Run 2008 and Mizuno 10 km Wave Run...and my best record is around 52 minutes, and one thing for sure is , I will still keep running in future....

And not forget the answer to the question , " I run, because it is the only thing that I'm really capable of..."

My new running shoe , MIzuno Wave Precision 8

P.s Due to it is a very old comic , I cant find it even now...

__A touching soundtrack__

DanIn_____ Reallife

LetMyLove___ OpenTDoor

When Tragedy befall on you

dunt let them bring you down

Love can heal your problems

you're lucky coz I'm around

Let my love open the door

Let my love open the door

Let my love open the door

to your heart

tourheart

2u

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P.s it is the ending of a soundtrack in a movie , "Dan In Real Life" , a quite boring movie it might be, but i still love the togetherness of family members showed in the movie ...and I love this soundtrack as well ^^

__Loving YouRseLf oR soMeBoDy eLse__

Are you loving yourself or loving somebody else? what is the different? You NEED somebody else or you WANT somebody else? Love is a strong possesive feeling towards other, if you find out you WANT somebody else very much , mean you are falling in love to him/her no matter what they have done to you, either they are making you happy or making you suffering..If you need somebody else to be with with you for jz making you happy, pls be reminded that you are jz loving yourself, i didnt mean that you are selfish or wat,coz both loving other or being loved by other are also the right way in love, but in this stage you jz NEED him/her, not WANT him/her....you may feel happy to be with him/her but they are jz something in making you feel hapy or watever, may be in others' eye you two are couple, are meant to be ,but...well , for me, you are jz running away from the true love , coz you may have to suffer or cannot be so happy if you choose to with someone you WANT him/her so much... Love is the feeling that you will think about what you gonna do with him/her in future at night till you cant close your eye, or even you close your eye but still cant asleep...Love is something that you care about her/his feeling no matter in what situation, not only a "bye" but is " i gotta go , miss you"...Love is not that you hide everything from him/her and expecting him/her to understand you , but is you wanna try your best to understand her/him....Love is that you want to give your all to him/her ,but not expectiing him/her to give watever he/she can to you ...Love is that one you WANT him/her every single moment, not only at a particular moment...that is how I interpret LOVE...so what is your interpretion for love? Are you loving yourself or Loving somebody else? You NEED him/her or WANT him/her? ...wish all the couples in the world is loving with their tru love..



P.s ( An old post when I start writting blog )

__Journal.4 Confusion__

Have you experienced that suddenly you doubt about what you have being believe in so far, the way you treat something or someone, or even your principle in your life? Have you ponder the justification of every decision you have made or you are going to make? Have you come to a time when you suddenly realise that the laughters on your face is decreasing and you find no word to say among a big gang of friends while watching they laughing and you jz do know hw to join in?

Life is full of decisions, yet sometime when I turn back to judge my decisions and myself, I feel confusion , am I right in what I have being believe in so far? shall I change ? or how to be a better person? I am confused and hesitate for the coming stage of my life...and only I realise I am so fragile after taking off all the shields , sometime I will be afraid of alone as well , afraid of the future, and sometime I do really regret for what I've been done so far...

__Me, Myself and I__

A emotional guy ,think much than other do, can be touched b a single word , cry because of a Mv ,happy for particular person sms , and motivated by a movie...

Love sunsetting view, love cooking , love reading , love get to know someone care me out there , love to be alone , and LOVE TO BE LOVED

__爱一人__

爱一人


如果你不爱一个人,
请放手.
好让别人有机会爱她.
如果你爱的人放弃了你,
请放开自己,
好让自己有机会爱别人.
有的东西你再喜欢也不会属于你的,
有的东西你再留恋也注定要放弃的.
人生中有许多种 .
但别让自己为一种伤害.
有些缘分是注定要失去的,
有些缘分是永远都不会有好结果的,
爱一个人不一定要拥有,
但拥有一个人就一定要好好的去爱她.
男人哭了是因为他真的爱了.
女人哭了是因为她真的放弃了.

如果真诚是一种伤害,
我选择谎言;
如果谎言一种伤害,
我选择沉默;
如果沉默是一种伤害,
我选择离开.

如果失去是苦，
你怕不怕付出 ,
如果迷乱是苦，
你会不会选择结束,
如果追求是苦，
你会不会选择执迷不悟 ,
如果分离是苦，
你要向谁倾诉,
好多事情都是后来才看清楚,
好多事情当时一点也不觉得苦!!!!

__Result Release__

wakakak!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Finally i get another Dean cert after i miss it for 2 sem

so happy ~

but ....

it must be feel much better jz if ...

sigh

__对话__

"怎么啦? 会痛吗?"
"还好"
"最近都在做么?"
"吃饭, 打机, 睡觉..."
"不打球了吗?"
"累了, 不想打,"
"放弃了?"
"或许吧.."
"最近很得空吗? 每天都有新的不落格,"
"放假,无所事事,所以..."
"那晚怎么了?"
"什么怎么了?"
"别装傻啦, 你知道我问什么的,"
"等到不能等就睡了,"
"噢，我还以为你会遵守诺言也，男人都是这样，做不到又要说,"
"又不是我的错..."
"那是谁的错?"
"大部份是我的吧,"
"蛋糕呢?"
"吃掉了,"
"以为你的性格会丢掉,"
"开始有这么想，不过最后还是吃掉了,"
"想开了? 哈哈..."
"你管我,"
"礼物呢?"
"送了,"
"两份?"
"不，一份而已,"
"另外一份呢?"
"送不出,"
"听说你眼睛有问题了?"
"一边两百一边一二五,'
"会戴眼镜吗?"
"应该吧,"
"很期待也..."
"还不是我,"
"也对啦, 反正你都喜欢戴眼镜的,"
"你管我,"
"还会痛吗?"
"还好.."
"什么还好还不好的，想人家吗?"
"不懂..."
"想就发信息可人家嘛,"
"不了, 不等了,"
"哈哈，发脾气了,"
"....."
"反正又不是第一次了，看开点吧..."
"又不是每次都有这种感觉,"
"那又不做点什么?"
"还能做什么?"
"别后悔也, 让自己过的好些"
"我知道啦, 真烦,"
"哈哈...找我还嫌我烦, 大牌也,"
"...."
"想些什么?"
"...."
"不采我了?"
"喂!"
"什么?"
"有你真好..."
"哈哈...有她会比较好吧?"
"...."
"好啦, 不耍你了, 时间走人了,"
"喂!"
"你很没礼貌也,"
"几时才可以再跟你谈天?"
"下次吧, 下次你被甩时,"
"...."
"哈哈...走了, 照顾好自己,还有, 下次加油点..."
"你真烦...."

__One Morning Merlimau Trip By Bicycle__

First of all , dunt immitate this , cabn ride 20 km but not alone , it is very dangerous de...but I have the stamina ( kaki kong eh ) , and I have the condidence ( kaki kong also eh ) , and quarter marathon runner ( it is true ) , and I get use to be alone ( true also )

wake up at 7.15 am , clear!! Hoong's dad go out already , if he know I m going to cycle to merlimau , I sure kena scold till >.< Take a photo with my " lao pou zai " before we take off ...haha
Yea, it is 20 km from melacca town area to Merlimau


help my " lao po zai " take photo while take a break..haha

The greenier view on the way

Yupz dunt doubt, It is the highway I cycling this morning!!!


Finally , one more km to the simpang of merlimau


Final check point , Miss choo house , took photo with her as a proof... haha

After have a breakfast with miss choo at merlimau, I start to ride my way back ... 25 km to go huh?? Ass pain leh =.="

Proud of my lou po zai for not punctuat and safely carry me home , enjoying the downhill while struggling for uphill, fully enjoy the feeling of aloneliness in the long long high way with listen to "My Wish" from Rascal Flatt ,pedalling step by step , the biggest problem i face is not the leg pain but is the slow down of the speed , ecstatic over seeing the sign board of Merlimau ....arhhhh.... perfect experience...

upon reaching the house, i wish that no matter hw far and where I'm going to ride , I will keep using my lou pou zai forever , I will keep upgrading her but will nvr have any her, ta gou gou lao poa zai

__One Day in GurneyPlaza__

Once upon a time , a prince and princess~no la !!! we 4 ma lao lou and one leng lui go Gurney Plaza see movie....

Disaster movie , dunt watch !!!! not funny at all!!! waste 5 tickets and one 1 hours ++

lolx... dominic chew and his gal gal

wow...he looks so yeng haha

4 ma lao lou

The policeman handsome than me >.<

after that we went go Kenko leg massage by fishies, dom pay for 2 person eh fee but the miss choo dare not to put her leg inside the water so , ah pui ganti her lo

See??? he smile so happily, free leg massage

But at the end she also curi curi put her leg let the fish bite ...jaja ...

love this photo ^^

Then we go for BIg Apple Donut at the ground floor of the gurney , the donut memang geng!!!so soft and delicious haha
Da du zhi and Bernice jie jie, so sweet~


Arggg... Juyen dunt angry , huhu force me do this pose eh >.<

__Cameron Trip .3 心里话__

Words to
Huhu: Thx for your photo taking skill and "leadership" haha
JuYen: Welcome you to this big family , hope that you can get along well soon ^^
SoonZai: Really pity you for driving uphill alone for one hour ++ ... >.<
PJW: For the first time talk so many thing with you haha...
Dom: Yea, i know bo kuan hamisu , you all will stand behind me , appreciate that
Miss Choo: thx for the pep talk that night , it really make me feel better , at least better...
Mungz: Mung ar mungz , kin kin find one gal la , dunt flirt d
Ber: kam sia your support also tiao ti from penang take bus with fatty come cameron ^^
Hoong :
Time is ticking like years since saturday afternoon, I have think about not going to run the Mizuno run and get to KL on saturday instead of Klang. During the run , in Mungz house, along the road uphill, I do hope that i can see you for the next second...without a single word, one big ,warm hug and some soft pad on my shoulder is what I need from you, thanks

__ Cameron Trip 2. The Trip__

We reach here around 8.00 pm of saturday night , and head for steamboat for supper ... strongly suggest you guys bring your own steamboat set there so you nonid to spend so much money yet can enjoy a lot of food in your apartment unit . Taking some photo upon return from the supper , I went to give her my pre-planed present yet it didnt work as wat I plan to do from the beginning, I found myself speechless when i was passing the present to her, I cant act normally coz I'm not yet I find no word to say, air is filled with embarassment ," I still cant believe that you never have feeling towards me ," the last sentence I spoke before I turn away.

Having fun that night by playing some cards game , Mungz is trapped by MIss Choo and PJW ...hahah
The next day morning , we have our breakfast in the restaurant of the hotels , and I saw her , she ,too , coming for breakfast...
We go Bee Farm , Cactus selling shop , Butterfly farm , self plucking strawberry farm , "bang san" there , and rose centre yet we didnt go in the rose farm due to the expensive entrance fee...depart around 3.00 pm

__Cameron Trip 1__

It is a suddenly decision that we decide went to cameron highland for this semester break , it all begining with a conversation among me , hoong and dom in discussing hw to carry out her birthday celebrating plan ..." She will go cameron during that time." i said . " Then we go also la ." Hoong said , then booth of us looking at Dom ... " Ok also ar , Geo Ong eh tua tai chi leh " He said... Haha , that is hw we decide go to cameron merely because of me ... really thx to all my bro and sis eh supports... eventhough ntg happen in the end....

Goup photo for male ( me , hoong , mungz , huhu , dom , soonZaiiii -clockwise )

Group photo for female ( Ju Yen , Miss Choo Xin Yi , PJW [Pang Jia Wei ] and Bernice )

Ka liao lang eh group photo
btw , we are staying in star regency hotel and the breakfast there really suxXX

Arghhh, Heineken is what i need that night
"sat luen tai guo tin " you tak tau meh

Lolx... I was going to give present to the someone during they took this pic

wah ... cute lo ... beh tong nia ....haha ( at Cactus Point)

Self-plucking strawberry farm, no gf eh one group!!!!

Wah.. bending down also so yeng

Group photo in front one of the straw berry farm as instrusted by our "
Leader"...Huhu @chuah yi chin

me, down and miss choo at bee farm ... ( my knee is killing me TT )

See wtf is the alabi nickchew doing ??? thx him for bringing us some laughter and thx hoong for constributing 50 cent

Huhu and Ju Yen

Nickchew and Miss Choo

SoonZai and PJW

And finally our Da Du Zhi and his Ber

__ Upon departure__

__7 Hours at KL__

24/10/08 - Cloudy Day
I reached KL around 3.00 pm , well , the Puduraya is as busy as normal , crowwdy , and i not really like it , but I have to buy my ticket from KL to melacca here ....and after asking for many counter , all tickets for that day is finish sell ... and the only one left is Transnational bus at 10.00 pm , mean I gotta stay at KL alone for 7 hours????

lolxlolxlolxlolxlolxLOLX

since i have no other choice , the first thing i do is start walking to TimeSquare to spend my time there ...



From the view of Puduraya , not realli far right ??? haha



The first station i walk passed is the wat wat Hospital Tung Shin on my left



Then ko si SWISS GARDEN on my right before reaching the traffic light

Turn to left after upon the trafiic light then Im facing the Royale KL hotes now...turn to the right before the hotel and walk along some lorong kia ... then u will see

Plaza Low Yat on your rightttt!!!! And continue walking for around 10 minutes

Reach jor!!! KL TimeSquare ....

The first thing I do is wondering around and call Dom asking which floor teh MacD located and the ah bai told me ground floor?????? It is located at 5th floor ... so I have my lunch here - Big Mac large set . By the time it already around 4 something

After finish my meal , it is already around 5 , still got 5 hours to go , so I go to the GSC and bought myself one ticket of Eagle Eye ( 5.15 pm) For the first time I'm watching movie alone in a large theater ... not feeling nice anyway especially after the show finish , the feeling of finding no one to share your view about the movie is not realli nice...

Go to the BOARDER , ahve a look on the books, I always feel awestruck by the quantity of books inside the shop ( second time to the Boarder of TimeSquare ) Sit down in the StarBuck inside The Boarder , take a sip of my Capuccino , read some pages of the novel I brought along and sms chau shanshan to tell her wat I m doing now ..haha

start walking abck around 8.30pm on the same route....

Conclusion:
1. feel nice for walking alone in somewhere nobody know who you are , it feel so free ( but the coffee is too expensive TT )
2.Alone is not that really bad , yet if it was with you , all will be much better ...
3.Get suprise from 2 lenglui in the midnight for asking me to be careful during the way back melacca , tqtq