__Journal.5 Jogging__

Few days ago , one of my fren asked me , " why you so like to jog?" , and I just give her a simple answer , yet the true answer of the reason of I like to jog is a long far away story...

I'm a guy who good at nothing in primary school, not good at study , not good at sport, but pompous....one day , I read a comic .In the comic , the bullied boy ,who jz lose his game due to his inept in running short distnace in sport day, is watching a live marathon tournament, then come his grandfather , he said," You cant run fast in short distance doesnt mean you'r weak , perhaps the guy inside the tv is the representive of another form of strong, it is not hw fast but is hw far he could run."

And because of this inspiration , I start running for long disctance... I told myself , may be I can do it as well. And for this few years I have took part in some quarter marathon run , Tanjung 10km Run 2002, Penang 10 km City Run 2003, Penang Hill Climb 2003 and 2004, Penang bridge 10 km Run 2003 , Men's Health 10km Run 2008 and Mizuno 10 km Wave Run...and my best record is around 52 minutes, and one thing for sure is , I will still keep running in future....

And not forget the answer to the question , " I run, because it is the only thing that I'm really capable of..."

My new running shoe , MIzuno Wave Precision 8

P.s Due to it is a very old comic , I cant find it even now...

__A touching soundtrack__

DanIn_____ Reallife

LetMyLove___ OpenTDoor

When Tragedy befall on you

dunt let them bring you down

Love can heal your problems

you're lucky coz I'm around

Let my love open the door

Let my love open the door

Let my love open the door

to your heart

tourheart

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P.s it is the ending of a soundtrack in a movie , "Dan In Real Life" , a quite boring movie it might be, but i still love the togetherness of family members showed in the movie ...and I love this soundtrack as well ^^

__Loving YouRseLf oR soMeBoDy eLse__

Are you loving yourself or loving somebody else? what is the different? You NEED somebody else or you WANT somebody else? Love is a strong possesive feeling towards other, if you find out you WANT somebody else very much , mean you are falling in love to him/her no matter what they have done to you, either they are making you happy or making you suffering..If you need somebody else to be with with you for jz making you happy, pls be reminded that you are jz loving yourself, i didnt mean that you are selfish or wat,coz both loving other or being loved by other are also the right way in love, but in this stage you jz NEED him/her, not WANT him/her....you may feel happy to be with him/her but they are jz something in making you feel hapy or watever, may be in others' eye you two are couple, are meant to be ,but...well , for me, you are jz running away from the true love , coz you may have to suffer or cannot be so happy if you choose to with someone you WANT him/her so much... Love is the feeling that you will think about what you gonna do with him/her in future at night till you cant close your eye, or even you close your eye but still cant asleep...Love is something that you care about her/his feeling no matter in what situation, not only a "bye" but is " i gotta go , miss you"...Love is not that you hide everything from him/her and expecting him/her to understand you , but is you wanna try your best to understand her/him....Love is that you want to give your all to him/her ,but not expectiing him/her to give watever he/she can to you ...Love is that one you WANT him/her every single moment, not only at a particular moment...that is how I interpret LOVE...so what is your interpretion for love? Are you loving yourself or Loving somebody else? You NEED him/her or WANT him/her? ...wish all the couples in the world is loving with their tru love..



P.s ( An old post when I start writting blog )

__Journal.4 Confusion__

Have you experienced that suddenly you doubt about what you have being believe in so far, the way you treat something or someone, or even your principle in your life? Have you ponder the justification of every decision you have made or you are going to make? Have you come to a time when you suddenly realise that the laughters on your face is decreasing and you find no word to say among a big gang of friends while watching they laughing and you jz do know hw to join in?

Life is full of decisions, yet sometime when I turn back to judge my decisions and myself, I feel confusion , am I right in what I have being believe in so far? shall I change ? or how to be a better person? I am confused and hesitate for the coming stage of my life...and only I realise I am so fragile after taking off all the shields , sometime I will be afraid of alone as well , afraid of the future, and sometime I do really regret for what I've been done so far...

__Me, Myself and I__

A emotional guy ,think much than other do, can be touched b a single word , cry because of a Mv ,happy for particular person sms , and motivated by a movie...

Love sunsetting view, love cooking , love reading , love get to know someone care me out there , love to be alone , and LOVE TO BE LOVED

__爱一人__

爱一人


如果你不爱一个人,
请放手.
好让别人有机会爱她.
如果你爱的人放弃了你,
请放开自己,
好让自己有机会爱别人.
有的东西你再喜欢也不会属于你的,
有的东西你再留恋也注定要放弃的.
人生中有许多种 .
但别让自己为一种伤害.
有些缘分是注定要失去的,
有些缘分是永远都不会有好结果的,
爱一个人不一定要拥有,
但拥有一个人就一定要好好的去爱她.
男人哭了是因为他真的爱了.
女人哭了是因为她真的放弃了.

如果真诚是一种伤害,
我选择谎言;
如果谎言一种伤害,
我选择沉默;
如果沉默是一种伤害,
我选择离开.

如果失去是苦，
你怕不怕付出 ,
如果迷乱是苦，
你会不会选择结束,
如果追求是苦，
你会不会选择执迷不悟 ,
如果分离是苦，
你要向谁倾诉,
好多事情都是后来才看清楚,
好多事情当时一点也不觉得苦!!!!

__Result Release__

wakakak!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Finally i get another Dean cert after i miss it for 2 sem

so happy ~

but ....

it must be feel much better jz if ...

sigh