I still searching you in my memory-Lin Feng

My love for you in this life no one can compete
I with you just lack of something we gonna be together forever
The place and time I meet you Just like a memorable movie
where should I start the story
love is too heavy breathe deeply suffocating
love is too pretty Insignificant but i cant lift it
when the love come the weather is shining brightly
when it gone the wind is howling and snowing suddenly
if i can hate you try all my might to hate you
even have to avoid you when we meet
I just want to let go but i still missing you
who else will sad like me
I scare people ask me about the past
no matter how i strech my hand
there are still distance between us

you are too far how can I to apologise
you are too near turn around you already gone
happiness is too short just like a meteor passing across the sky
wink my eye all like an illusion which i scare i recall
if i can hate you try all my might to hate you
even have to avoid you when we meet
I just wantto let go but I still missing you
who else will sad like me
I scare people ask me about the past
NO MATTER HOW I STRECH MY HAND
THERE ARE STILL DISTANCE BETWEEN US


I wish I can hate you
I still searching you in my memory

爱在记忆中找你-林峰

我对你 这一生 哪个可比
我与你 差一些 永远一起
邂后时间场地 似连场好戏
要自何页说起
爱太重 深呼吸 欠缺空气
爱太美 轻轻的 却载不起
爱情来到的时候 似明媚天气
它走了 忽然聚变雪落雨飞
如果可以恨你 全力痛恨你
连遇上亦要躲避你
无非想放下你 还是挂念你
谁又会及我伤悲
前事最怕有人提起
就算怎么伸尽手臂
我们亦有一些距离

你太远 该怎么 说对不起
你太近 一转身 却已高飞
快乐也许太短 似场流星雨
一眨眼 就如幻觉怕又记起
如果可以恨你 全力痛恨你
连遇上亦要躲避
无非想放下你 还是挂念你
谁又会及我伤悲
前事最怕有人提起
就算怎么伸尽手臂
我们亦有一些距离

如果可以恨你 全力痛恨你
连遇上亦要躲避
无非要放下你 还是挂念你
谁又会及我伤悲
前事最怕有人提起
就算怎么伸尽手臂
我们亦有些距离

我情愿我狠心憎你
我还在记忆中找你

Ryan Cabrera -True

I wont talk
I wont breathe
I wont move till you finally see
That you belong with me
You might think i dunt look
But deep inside
In the corner of my mind
I m attached to you
I m weak
Its true
Coz I m afraid to know the answer
Do you want me too ?
Coz my heart keeps falling faster
I've waited all my life
To cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try
Anything to be with you
All my life I 've waited
This i strue
You dunt know what you do
Everytime you walk into the room
I m afraid to move
I m weak
Its true
I m just scared to know the ending
Do you see me too?
Do you even know u met me?
I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So i will not hide
Its time to try anything to be with you
all my life i've waited
This is true
I know when i go I will be on my way to you
the way thats true
I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try anything to be with you
all my life I've waited
This is true

五公分的另一端

犹豫不决, 该不该牵起你的手,
笑容的背后, 是否有我都不知道的感动?
风, 还是拉不近我们的距离,
感觉不到你的呼吸,
只听到心在乱跳.

你说, 风很凉, 情很淡, 过去逝去了就算 .
五公分的另一端 看不到属于我们的未来,
只因为你还跨不过别人的感慨.

五公分的另一端,
脑海里不断重复的对白,
口袋里不想忘记的回忆,
过去并不是逝去了就算.

五公分的另一端,
未来还在,
只等待我们去爱,
就算伤痕累累我们一起面对,
五公分的另一端-因你而在

_FirmLy HolD_

__I'm HeRe To aPologIsE__

It is shit that I keep telling you that all I need is just another she,
While you are staying at my side,
listen to all of my sighs,
I never realise , hw bright you can shine,0
and I never try , to always stay in your sight.
Till the day, you turn away,
leave me all the way,
and I, the stupid I,
only realise,
I cant live without you in my life.

I'm here to apologise,
she is no longer in my mind,
but you thought I'm telling you lie,
gal, now you are the one in my mind,
and my only sunshine,
I noe it ain't easy to trust someone who once bring tear to your eye,
so do I,
can you trust me one more time?
pls save your last goodbye
and give it a try,
hope you can be mine till the end of time.

P.s(It ain't a story of mine)
Delicate to my best female fren who always stay at my side ^^

__Trust__

Life getting tougher and tougher when we are growing older and older. When we are young, perhaps i should say that when we were children , we used to trust people so easily right? but when we grow up, when somebody tell you something , naturally but pathetically, we will think that , "Is he/she telling me the truth?" , " Should I trust him/her?" , sometime we even will think that, "What he/she is talking or doing about is jz for his or her own benefit..." Life is tough for me when I cant simply trust someone, or I cant get someone's trust even i try my best to do so, I have to think twice for every my single word, coz i may speak as what i think but the people who listen to may jz think I'm bluffing or crapping and interpret in a wrong way , so when they tell other about what i have said, they will add their opinion into it and make my word twisted, all of it is just because of no "Trust" btw us. It is sarcastic that people just cant trust each other even they have communication or interaction for almost everyday. May be I'm too naive in this way , I thought when we make a friend we should trust and each other sincerely? but not doubting his/her every single words....or I'm too bad for people to trust me? Someone told me, dunt ever trust someone so easily, sigh, I used to be alone and trusting no one, and i no longer want go back to the world that just got myself.... Well, I should feel lucky that i still got some friends that i never doubt about their words, someone always there for me when I need him, and trust me so much as I did to him . If trust is not exist in a friendship, what is the bond that keep holding us together? A companionship? One of the billion of people in your life who are not really important to you? Someone for you when you are lonely , when you need him/her but you are not trusting him/her? Ridiculous , huh? I know that it ain't easy to get someone's trust, but I just dunno that is it so hard......Perhaps I should keep all to myself and not simply tell people about my stuff and not trusting people so much, so I wunt expect people to understand me or trust me.......perhaps, life will get easier tomorrow....

__No offence__