__I'm Back__

I'm back

1.to the blogging!

2.to the road!!

3.to mySEFT!!!

Once I used to be thinking that , I blog because I'm want to share my life with the people around me, or that time I have no one to share my every detail of my life. Right after I get one, I feel there is no need for blogging anymore because I'd got one to share my every single detail of my life and that is no point to repeat everything again in blogging, but right after 18 months, I want to blog again, for myself.... even we already get one we want, but she/ he wouldn't be attending to us all the time, and not everything we want to share with him/her because they just DON'T UNDERSTAND sometime, don't you think so ? Hence, I'm back!!!

Announcement for the following date.......

1. Relationship related post in my blog would not be based on the my personal story.

2. The world "She/Female" in my blog should never be referred as my beloved.

3. You can not going to agree what I write here, but don't you tell me what I should post

and what I shouldn't, because it is MY BLOG after all.

All right see you guys next post : )

__Life View__

There are definitely a lot of ways in living our life, some ways that we don't agree doesn't mean it is wrong, just like some prefer to study hard because he/she believes that is what a student should be, but it doesn't mean those who always enjoy hanging out, socializing and last minutes study is wrong.

The right way of living a life is a very subjective question, just like a family should hire a maid or not, I don't like the idea because I believe a house that when you own a house you should at the same time bear the responsibility to take care of it, yet i cant accuse those who hire a maid.

Live our life according to the way we like and at the same time bear the consequences of it, whether it is good or bad....

__AlwaysOnTheRun__

Finally I get back to the path which I used to run to, 45m20s for 8.5 km , a not so bad starting yet not good enough. It is good to be able to run again, well, I mean have the determination and patience to run long distance again. I've been stop training since Jan 17 , my first 30km run. It is always full of reminiscence when recalling I used to wake up at 4.30 am and run for 25 km , the moment I look at my leg while running , the moment of sweating and muscle straining after an exhausting run, it is my pride and a way to be myself.

I want to be myself again. I WANT TO RUN AGAIN!!!

__Maturity__

生活中，有些话等到说出口，其实已经很没意思了....

毕竟，已经不再是小孩子了

__A Saying__

It happen during the last Saturday when I follow my dad to work, our task today is to carry some construction wood from his client's store room to the construction place, his client is 德诚, a 60 s old guy and he is kind of my dad's good friend too.

For maintaining a good relationship with his clients, my dad will buy some lunch or tea time or drink for them once in a while. Some other workers and clients really welcome it, anyway, who doesn't like free meal? But not Cheng. He will scold my dad when my dad bought something for them like, " You get rich dy ? why don't you save the money for other purpose???" and once in a while my dad will reply jokingly, " No la , the number i bought appear in the TOTO last night," and guess what he reply ?

He would said, " it is your good luck, it doesn't mean to you have to spend the money for us," continue will a saying that that touch my heart, " We hope you can get rich but we never hope you treat us!" in Hokkien it sounds" Wang hi mang ru ho giak, tapi bo hi mang ru qia wang chiak!" or in mandarin,"我们希望你发财，不过不希望你请我们吃！" What a worthy man he is.

I'm great that are such a good friend at my dad side while his son is studying at melaka, obviously it can give him some joy and hope every morning he wake up from the dream and make him looking for something in his life.

LIFE is wonderful isn't it ?

__小人物大道理__

Well, before getting started with my post, let me make an introduction about my dad's job. Basically, he is a lorry driver with his own 4 wheels lorry. What he carries including the broken stones and cements when the house is under renovation, plaster boards which the construction worker used to make ceiling and divided, construction gears and equipments as well, sometime he does help his client to buy the construction materials from hardware shop and delivery to them. It is pretty hard for the first task I mentioned which he has to upload those stones and rubbish from the ground by demanding laborious effort to the lorry and carry them them to solid waste facility to unload them.

What I am going to discuss is the conversation during the trip I work with him. He greeted the incoming lorry driver with a friendly smile, before I could say anything. He said," I don't really recognize him, but it is my habit to greet the other lorry drivers, it is always good to maintain a good relationship with the others because you will never realise when they will help you out," he continue," Sometime , my lorry might get stuck in the mud, sometime, they can warn you that there are a road block ahead the way you are going and you can save a lot of trouble by just flashing them a smile occasionally... so why not???"

I kept silent, yea, of course what he said is right , but not everyone is willing to do that even they understand the reason behind it, sometime it is just too shy for giving a smile to a first time meet stranger, just like me!!! His ingenuous action does make me respect my dad even more. Everyone understand the theory of be nice, but not everyone can make it, but he is one of the 60 billion people who understand and capable in doing it.

Again, before I'm able to react, he add in,"Actually I'm the one who start doing it at the solid waste facility, and now everyone is doing it." end with a charming smile.

So what does it matter although some might view it as rubbish carrier? what does it matter although people might feel disgusted at the stinking smell of his, but so what??? With the stinking smell on the money, he is able to send his son to University with a current second upper CGPA. Proud of you , Dad : )

__Study oR Working__

2 Weeks ago, I got frustrated during preparing exam for HEAT TRANSFER , basically 3 modes of heat can be transferred, conduction through the vibration of atoms and molecules, convection through the bulk motion of fluid and gas, the first 2 rely on some medium to enable the heat to be transferred while the last is the radiation which the heat is transferred through the electromagnetic wave. Well, conduction can be further divided into 1 dimension (1-D) steady state with and without heat generation, 1-D transient , 2-D steady stage, the equations of every mode of them o be derived from the basic heat equilibrium equation and based on the respective boundary condition and initiate condition arghhhhh!!!! Anyway , it is just getting started!!! Convection is classified into around 10 modes and got their stupid and some lengthy equation as well....

For that moment, i kind of thinking to working hard next time hence my sons and daughters do not need to endure such a stupid pressure as I did!!! However, after I go back Penang and help my dad out with his work, I kind of enlighten how stupid and naive I was. Due to the lack of knowledge, my dad's job is kind of labour for sale, he depend on his labour offered everyday to earn his bread-winning money, my waist get ache after the first day of work, it ache even i only work for the first time, sometime my dad have to work on that 5 or 6 times per day....and it kind of change my mind.

Well, able to study and capable to study is kind of gift that given by the God ( if He ever exist anyway, religion-less, no offend) . We should appreciate it and not take it for granted, it doesn't mean we have to study until to get a rocket high result but at least don't take it for granted. Some people say once you get the pay after you work you might loss interest in studying, but not for the not-so-easy earning money job as my dad's.

Love you dad for working hard for me , for the family ( broken family ) : )

__新歌发表__

我不知道你把爱摆在那里？

在心理口里还是只在表里

用嘴巴说的我爱你

我不愿意


我不知道我是否算是你的唯一？

你需要人陪我却不能在你那里

明明知道我介意

你却一意孤行

是你太任性？

还是我。。。。不明白事理






Happy Valentine to every couple , there are always some argument between you and your beloved, solve it well and it make your love long lasting

__Love Corner . 4__

Is your relationship is a 1 Dimensional Steady State heat convection system or 1 Dimensional Transient System ?A steady State system, you will find your temperature ( love) at maximum at the starting and ending point but lowest in the middle point, your process should be going fine in the right direction, and it remain so for steady state system. However if there are an set up error , it might go wrong to other direction and the temperature wont get their expected position, those you pay will be your gain, and the graph you get you just shit and have to sit down and analyze which way go down and cause the relationship failure just like what I obtain in my lab ( real experiment ) . A transient system which is temperature always change with time, you have to fear what might be the next temperature the next second, it can be increasing significantly or just drop to zero and say "GoodBye, there are someone better than you " to you, it might be challenging but unpredictable and always discouraging for me. You might need 1 years, 5 years or whole life to figure out is the experiment conducted successfully, no set up mistake, right data recording method. But some do only need 3 months or less to conclude there is a experiment failure.....Well, I wish mine is the Internal Heat Generating 1 Dimension Steady State System....

__Love Corner. 3 __

For Guys：

如果一个女孩已经给了你她的100 分，你还要向她要求什么？

For Gals：


一个男孩愿意轻易向你说对不起，并不是他的道歉很廉价，只不过他
心 疼你生气的样子，就算不是他的错.....

__Delta 3rd Sem 1st Week__

Just finish my first 30 km in life, finish around 3 hours, although it is quite a satisfying result yet i do realize something during the run .

I will not taking any long distance run (10 km above)competition during the next 3 years, apart from some personal reasons , I would like to take a break because i feel i m going too fast in making the running distance further and further even I'm not well prepared , and I dont like it . I do plan to give myself 3 years to focus in training and prepare myself well for my first Full Marathon. As a conclusion , I'm making myself to feel the hunger, but would I be able to stand by the hunger or beaten by the easy day , we will see it after 3 years.

There are some happy news and some just a bit heart breaking. Wish everything will be fine after all.

__Love Corner 2__

Care of Not Care? Angry or not angry ?

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Sometime, I just say sometime , we angry is because of we care , we mind towards him/her , but some might view it as restriction and say I need more freedom ( last time only guy think it is a restriction or control , but nowadays gals share the centimental too , gal and guy are equally alike nowadays ), well when we dont care and dont mind anymore , they might think are you no longer love me ? Well, i find that that only gal has the latter part of thinking , most of guys wont do that , they might be more happy if you really no care him .

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So , what should we do ? Act care when we are not and act not care when we are? should we care or no care? Angry or not angry ? But since he/ she cant make it why we should angry anymore ? Is it worth to argue the same things over and over again ?

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I have came across many exmaples, some of my clients complained to me about their another half are so ignorance about them while some said , their another half are so troublesome in wanting to know everythings about them .I think it is quite hard to find the balance.

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Love is tolerance, you care , not necessary must show through your act , your word , your disappointed tones when they fail you , but dont ever not to care , what else is there when you no longer care the person you love ?

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恩与大家共勉之

__Love Corner . 1__

It has been 6 months since I'm in relationship , things change , way at viewing things no longer the same.

What is your definition for Love ? Some said, love is just like a house , those are outside craving to go in while those already inside yearning to come out, while some said , Love is like an ice cream , taste sweet but melt soon , the enthusiasm, the zeal and the feeling will fade as time go on , and I guess how to keep the relationship fresh is one of the biggest challenge for everyone who is in love .

I was asked about this question before , and my answer is , I believe Love is how much you can do for her, not but how much she can do for you, naive yet I'm still strongly believe in it . However I do have another definition for subjective question ,

Love is just like a market place , you have to predict what you customer's need ( only one customer is preferable ) so you can always cater the desirable product or service.

Honestly , does any girl do not wish that their Bf has something for them to praise for in front of their friends, to make them feel proud, to make them feel they have neither made the wrong mistake or choose the wrong guy ? In fact , they do , and they do not because of they are demanding , as many guys think their spouses are , but they are just like your beloved mom , which mother does not wish their son grow up to be a better man , wiser person ? and have you ever say your mom is demanding when they searching for the right tutor for you , send you to school , teach you how to pronounce sand and send?

Instead of just say if she is yours even you not going to do anything she will still be yours, put in a little more effort and make you and she happy, it is always worth.

__I'm Back__

It had been a long time , since I update my blog and train seriously for my running career after I get frustrated during Men's health Run. Run, as i might be during this past 3 months, but not train, both stamina and endurance have fall significantly. Not taking part in competition is another reason for not train properly and the consequences is getting a suffocating lung and rusted leg. Anyway, I will take part in the Coming GE 30km Run which according to a not-so-dependable source, it will be held in MMU cyberjaya at 24-01-2010 and it will be my COME BACK!!!

Here is the training schedule for this coming 2 months

Date: 29-10-09 Distance:9.4km Goal:50 minute
Time: 49 minutes

Remark: Feeling found

Date:01-11-09 Distance:11.8km Goal:70minutes
Time: 61 minutes
Remark:Finally, rust on my lung has been shaken off!!

Date:05-11-09 Distance:14.5km Goal: 90 minutes

Time: 70 minutes
Bonus : Gain Persistent and first breakdown

Date:08-11-09 Distance:16.6km Goal:105 minute

Date:12-11-09 Distance:17.9km Goal:115 minute

Date:12-11-09 Distance:19.3 Goal:125 minute

Date:19-11-09 Distance:20.8km Goal: 135 minute


Date:22-11-09 Distance 22.2km Goal:145minute


Date:26-11-09 Distance:23.6km Goal:150minute

Date:29-11-09 Distance:24.8km Goal:160 minute

Date:3-12-09 Distance:26.2km Goal:170 minute


Date:6-12-09 Distance:27.6km Goal:180minute

Date:10-12-09 Distance:27.6km Goal:180minute

Date:13-12-09 Distance:28.1km Goal:190 minute

Apart from that , Monday,Wednesday and Friday will do work out while Tuesday and Saturday will have 5.6km tempo Run with final goal 6:20 minute per 1.4 km at the end ...
It is going to be tough and I have to take extra care towards my leg especially train on longer distance that I never run before, the muscles , is expected to be damaged, and rebuilt, until it is strong enough to run 30 km within 3 hours.
My personal record is 1:54 hours for 21km but it doesnt mean like simple calculus 1+1=2, to run for sub 3 ( below 3 hours) for 30km is another story , the pain , the mentally and physically exhaustion is far greater than 21km. However , it will take me to another level once I make it


Faster & Further

__Summary__

Successfully kayak round 3 quarter of Penang Island
Arguement
Getting Ready
Evolution ?
Speechless
road show
Same style dumbass?
Tapering
1:54:51
Sick
Twilight
Haze
Men'shealthRun
In Blue
Rm5 per hour
1 week honeymoon
Imsonia
In control
Quarrel
CATIA-Epicyclic Gear Train
12-10 12-10 7-11 7-11 7-11
BBQ Gathering
4th place
MILLINg-White Mustache
Study Week
She Found Someone finally
AmINoob?????
National Park
Sunway Pyramid
Home Sweet Home
Doing nothing

P.s shall back to track tomorrow onward