__Am I right or not?__

Today , I have talked with my other gang of fren regarding the upcoming moral assignment , we have to do a social work and pass up the report right after the mid term break (next week ) and my group did ntg yet , well , one of my fren's group, they did so as well, but they've discussed and not go back during this mid term break to settle the assignment ...but mine? We havent talk about it and no one know we have to pass up the report on this up coming next next monday , so my fren offered me to join his group, event though they alreday did the social work , they can accompany me to do it again , for charity ? haha ....and so I did...

After telling my original group that i will join another group ... not realli feeling well at the end ..basically , we have to do 2 assignment , one is presentation and another one is the social work , we'd did the presentation and lecturer have mention b4 that we can switch the group for this 2 different assignment , and we , original group havent start anything so i think it is ok for me to switch group .... basically I do ntg wrong right ? but from the point of conscience , it makes me feel like I have dumped them in a bad time ? I dunno , I will stay here during mid term break, and willing to do the social work at anytime as long as not too last minute, , but would them ? Most importantly I dunt want to have any more conflict with him regarding assignment stuff, they prefer last minute work , k , although I 'm not the very diligient type person but I still disike the "very last minute" work , well , is I HATE last minute work.... hmm , but the thinking of being selfsih and dump my original group still stirring my mind for the whole class ...Am I right ? Or absolutely wrong?

__幸福男人__

Another song i composed lately based on someone who inspired me ...

幸福男人


幸福男人噢
就是每天睡醒有你美丽的脸孔在我身旁
看着你傻笑的嘴唇
不知你是在回想昨天的甜蜜还是今天的幻想

我起身所牙洗脸帮你泡杯咖啡
荷包蛋加热狗简单却不是每人能给
我轻吻你的脸颊
你笑得更甜
我轻骚你的夜下
发现你一直都没在睡 Ohh..

你享受我为你做的一切
我享受你给我爱的视线
刚刚睡醒的你
头发沾乱无比
但是你的笑容却是甜得每人能比
你对着我说 good morning
还有什么比这更甜蜜
ohh my dearest baby

我轻抱你在我怀里
轻诉我喜欢你
你微笑不敢看我眼睛
我知道你明白我心意

从今以后
你只需在我背后
不管有什么风雨
我都会为你一一挡去 ohhh

你享受我为你做的一切
我享受你给我爱的视线
刚刚睡醒的你
头发沾乱无比
但是你的笑容却是甜得每人能比
你对着我说 good morning
还有什么比这更甜蜜
ohh my dearest baby

我轻抱你在我怀里
倾诉我喜欢你
只想和你在一起
永远不分离
和。你。在。一。起
天天都是天晴
ohh my dearest baby….

hopefully , our future can be as sweet as the song I composed .... I really mean it ....
and after today , i dunno what should I call you ...
mind give me some idea?

__Junior Tourna 08/09 - 3__

morning of 19/7/2008-

I'm aint afraid, the faltering of my hand id just because of my excitement ... coz today , I will prove to myself and everyone for what I have learned for this past 1 year...

with my blade... [ stiga-Offensive classic - Rubber Hurricane ( Red )at front and Innova ( black) behind

Orange colour Sport pant from adidas which I jz bought one night b4 the tourna

Shoe from Yonex

stupid and lousy nike sock , the durability is damn low ...

( took after the tourna end )

Me... at the Training ground ...

and what I got is the Black colour rubber G666 for second place in Intermediate Category ...Prize is given by Director of this Tournament , Table tennis club No.1 pretty gal , Siew Lee, oppz she got bf d liao eh , so.....haha

there are no much nice photos to be posted because our camera man - ex Vice President Edmond Phang go back his hometown.....

__Junior Tourna 08/09 - 2__

well , I make it !!! I get second place , but I'd played very well in my final match again ex-seremban state player..the match is 7 matches , I lose 4 set straight , first and third I get 9 while he get 11 , send and forth match we played until news ... well, I didnt care too much about the mark in the matches , I jz want to attack and keep attack , well , I'd did my part , he is a quite good defender that I have to admit , but ....perhaps I am too arrogance to say so , but if I play with the thinking of want to win , the result might be different , of course it might become worse for me as well , but i dunt think he has the confidence to say he is 100% sure he can win me if we play again next time ....

I can feel , the ball is freezing in the air , spinning , but not so fast in my eye ,
I can feel my waist is turning , to choose the edge to deliver my ball ,
I can feel , my blade is in my hand , the ball is on teh rubber, and I spin it back to him
I can feel , the crowd behind me, everytime they cheer for me after I gavi him a strong and stronger strike,
I can feel , my sweat is coming out from my skin , wetting my body , my face and my hand
and I really can feel , my mouth is smilling even I'm losing because... I played my best ...
I give myself 100% for today final performance ....

Now I'm one step closer , what you say is right , lose is lose , but now I'm right behind you now , I m already an expert in the ranking list , i will prove to myself and to the other again in the coming MMU OPEN which is alocated at the end of the August or Beginning of Sept ....

I hope that she can be there watching I play in the coming MMU OPEN , I will be able to play far better .. I really mean it ....

__Junior Tourna 08/09__

11.19 pm ...tomorrow, 18/7/08 , is the Junior tournament , last few years, this tourna is only opened to Beginners and Intermedias, but this year , some of us , advance intermediates are allowed to take part as well , because everyone is improving and it make this tournament far more interesting ....

I was arrogance , and over-confident last year which end up only get the third place in Intermediate category ...I thought I was improved while the other is ntg ... ego ....
But this year I'm different , I'm confident , but moderated , improved, in skill , mentally , and physically , not thinking about winning or losing but kust want do my best...

Actually , winning or not is not so important for me, but I want to prove to myself , I'm worth it...And hearing the applause from other , it is a best feeling that i cant convey it through words , perhaps the stage is not big as teh state player or national player but it is enough for me , currently...

And he is waiting me , In the expert ranking list , I dunno what is his feeling by seeing his junior keep improving more and more , but for me, after I make it tomorrow, I will be at the same stage with him , perhaps there are still got some distance btw us , but I'm one step closer ...

Tomorrow ,after tomorrow , I will .....

__MonkeyOnBike__

oMg!!! MOnkeyOnBike!!! Look out , dangerous !!! current speed 120 km/h !!! haha

jap!!! someone holding the bike behind?

haha, this photo is taken in front of the table tennis room ( beside gym ) today

Zhi yong , the one hold the bike for me ..haha ..currently is Table Tennis Club Vice President

Ah wee, the owner of the Bike, thx for willing to lend me ur bike to do this silly thing , haha

__AutoShow.9 Day after the Fund RaisinG__

Day after the Fund Raising ...sigh , look at the loniness, I miss yesterday...

__In LoVe__

It is 1 song i composed in this morning while I'm thinking someone , I hardly compose song or poem lately , perhaps after some incidents I have been more rational or mature towards love , but well, I compose of of it today , with Da Bing help in comment this melody and changing the tone for me ....

___In LoVe___

Baby girl
why tear around your eye?
Is that someone have broken your heart before?

Forever
Is not just a dream word
I'll always be there for you in the future
Staying together
we can make it far better

Loving you
Is all my life delicate to
Hold you hand
watch your smiling face
You're sweet
and it is melting my heart

Trust me
It is not just a sweet word

Trust me
I'm different from the other

You're sweet
Love make me fee you're special

I'm ready
Lets's make it together to the future

With you , I will be far better...
With me, your heart will always being ....
In Love~

__AutoShow.8 Fund RaisinG Last Day.2__

There are some photos to be shared here , hope you guys enjoy those photos ya...

Me and Bala The Best , haha , he is the head of exhibition divison , a out going and frenly guy ... He looks so blur... no sale at all for gal accessories? haha

Me and my Buddy , Ah Goh , from Serembean

can you stop moving while taking picture????

Me, my division Secretary Shieh Lee ( gal in black ) and yee boon , finally she stop moving d , haha...

Me and the adorable Dan from melacca, out going and quite open minded gal

Oppz, Me and Her

Me with the special promotion board do by Kavita , Sook Ting and Yee Boon, great job indeed

Wan Chee & PinYi

Oppz , who is feeding the naughty monkey with Sotong Ball?

Who lei ? haha

sigh , the thing I most regret , well is " yee han " is not take photo with the stupid ah hooi , cant you take photo with a guy who treat you as buddy ? You memang want me scold you , cibai leh ~

__AutoShow.7 Fund RaisinG Last Day__

Today is the last day of FunD Raising for AUTOSHOW08 , the articles i gonna post below is what I wrote yesterday .....



Guys, tomorrow is our last day for fund raising . We come from different groups , different course and of course different age, but I really appreciate wat you guy have been contributing so far for this group, our total profit after today is around rm 270 , basically , we have already hit the target they set for us , but we still have 120 donuts for tomorrow, so , guy , fire up and finish it k ? Great job indeed...



When I decide to join this event , I'm planned to enlarge my circle of frens, well , I have did it , i noe more ppl then before , like Kisant , Ameer , Kavita , Shieh lee, su chin , Dan , Yee Boon and Yi Wan , Sook Ting, Wan chee and of course PinYi .... I'd have a lot of sweet memories with you guys, thx for finish selling the left 20 dount by Kisant and Ameer - our first mobile team ... thx for pinyi in helping out whenever she is free, and Dan & yee Boon for mobiling around the campus with me today ... oh ya and not forgetting Sok Ting for carry the 110 donuts with J.Jien from Mp , Kavita for attending to the booth even the another guy is absent without informing ( Ameer - tyre puctuate) ...Shieh Lee for arranging the duty time table , Ah hooi , Da Bing and Ah Goh in helping me look for the booth when our working com cant make it on time...and and most important , thx FOR FORCING US TO MOBILE TODAY !!!! Haha, kidding here...



But guys, seriously and sincerely ,I really glad to know you guys , may be next time we meet accidentally in campus , we might end up nodding to each other and continue walk our path , but for now , at least for this particular 4 days , we have being joked around , laughing together , do the promotion together right? ...Guys , hope that I can see you all tomorrow tmr , so we can take a group photo , 12 pm k ? after that we might go back to our own division and continue contribute to Autoshow in our own way , but I will miss you guy, feel free to add me in msn






Group photo of Fund Raising Group 4, Dan, Szu Chin ( Da Bing's Admire ), Shieh Lee, Yee Boon ,PINYI, me, Yuen Loong, Da Bing Ge Ge , Zhen Long ,Kisant and Ameer , too bad that our group leader cant make it and the ah hooi dunno run ki wer d

__AutoShow.6 Fund RaisinG Second Day__

Some photoes to be shared hereregarding our fund raising event, our stall sell sweet corn and honey donut ( many ppl complainnot good) ...wateva , enjoy those photoes

The Crowd...

Sponsorship stall , selling waffle, thx for their leader , J.Jien in helping us to carry the donut from Mp on the secondar

Ah Goh, a.k.a the almost extinct type bf , his lucky Gf, Zhu Jin, facing the camera

Security stall , they are selling secret recipe's cake

Vincent, Guy in pink

Program & Protocol Stall, selling
drinks and fruit

Bala's stall , pity bala
who gonna buy gal accesories o?

My stall !!! selling donut and sweet corn , lai lai donut 1 for rm 2 , buy 5 free 1 , lai lai leng lui at the stall ...haha

ah Goh on the left & Da Xiong on the right

Different types of Donut we sell, we finish selling 150 pieces of donut on yesterday , we make profit rm120 , awesome!!! Great job Guys!!!

Wtf is this stupid ah Goh doing behind Fu Siang? haha ..so stupid la

posting beside my stall, from left , Eng Pin, Han Cheng, Fu siang,

Da Xiong at behind & me

ME & Donut gal, PinYi , haha , I like her, she is quite responsible and dependable working com cmpared to the other , although she is too shy to do promotion , but gal is lidat wat , what you expect o? Too bad she si from The stupid Bala's exhibition division, dragging her into my disivion now wakaka XD

some conversation in a movie that I feel is quite motivative , so I m here to share with you guy .... from movie [ Its a boy girl things ] by Kevin Zegers & Samaire Armstrong , the movie is from Nick Hurran...

The story line is : it is a high-jinx romantic comedy about next-door neighbours who live worlds apart. Woody Deane ( High school football star , from a poorly educated family and not so serious towards life except football) and Nell Bedworth (A genius in study , especially in literature , from a good eductaed family ), life-long sworn enemies, wake up one day to find themselves in a very strange place: EACH OTHER BODIES!!!
In their switched identities, each sets about to destroy the other's high school reputation. When they start to succeed they get more than they bargained for. Sometimes falling in love can be an out of body experience.

In a incident , Deane get frastrated after listening to the the conversation btw Nell's parent , knowing that she had has prejudice towards his family , he is recognised as a guy who have no future by HER mum...

Deane told Nell .... in a footbal field , throwing the ball desperately..

Deane: " We like to play ball , may be we are not pretty good at it , so..... may be we might only be acceoted by some shit college , may be we work for dad in a lousy shop, who know? but what we dunt have is , a great job, a big house in the city, and Yeal's education..."

yea , may be we are not really good in something , but we like it so we do for it , dunt care about the winning and losing , or what level we can reach , as long as we like it , we do it !!!!!!!

Life is like this , be motivated and appreciate any opportunity we have ... So when we are old , we can tell our grandsons, what we have done when we are young , we used to live our life to the fullest !!!

__100th Post__

Yea , it is my 100th post , and I would like to thank to the person who make me start blogging , well , till now, i still not realli understand why I had started to blog? Because want some connection between me and her ? So we have more topic to chat with ? Or hoping she will understand me more by viewing my blog ? Still dunno , I just remember that , I dunt like to tell everyone about my feeling by a public mean , you know , I'm not kind of people who like to share my sadness and problems with everyone ...but .. no matter what is the reason, I have started blogging ... the 1st post , i mean the real masterpiece that i composed after I hadcreated the blog , is the damn sweet word poem regarding my feeling of missing soemone , [ Day of Missing Someone ] . I wrote it in a cyber cafe , out of sudden , the idea pop out and i write it so naturally , dunt need to think about what word i should use , what feeling I'm gonna convey through the words... perhaps I was immature at the time, and so can only I write out the feeling toward someone so naturally ....but I have changed , and I neither know how to compose the sweet word poem , or the stupid love song, anymore ... but the sentences in my first post , it is the true feeling from the bottom of my heart, at the moment ....





Riding along the road , pay no attention to other vehicles ...
accelerate the speed but your muffled lauhter still linger around my ear...
Going to class , in my mind , not the numerical calculation or the Eistein ridiculous formula ....
but your smiling face.... smile... not even I realise that...

__AutoShow.5 Fund Raising Setting uP__

just over the mid night 12 o clock , settling down , finish sending a happy birthday to our beloved pig pig , melody chuah ....

well , today is quite busy ? not actually , take part in the cross country organised by SRC MMu this morning , which only got 7 teams take part in that and we ( 2 person per team ) get last ...haha ... just for fun ... so not really mind .. realised that there are RUN'08 organised by Men's Health this coming august in KL , interested .. go back searching the internet about the Run and the map of KL , looking for the available hotels around Lake Garden and planning about the trip as well , too excited , I have been not running for 10 km marathon for almost 3 years ...

night , after accompanied jh's dad to his fren's party , rushing to campus for setting up the booth coz i'm late about 10 minutes , rushing , coz Jason is not there and I'm the assist of the group . A good leader should always be there in wateva event and do much more than his subordinates or at least not doing ntg, it is the principle I've learned while I'm a SCOUT ....and it is always my principle as well ...

well , they promised that the marketing division ppl will get ready all the plan and materials on how to deco the booth , but end up they give us some pieces of colour papper ...well , i didnt mean to defy their effort in that , they do help as well , but just not as we expected , luckily i'd have a gang of talented female working comm , and we end up a quite well deco in a short time , too bad my hp was sent to repaired ...cant take pic ..sigh....joking around and having fund actually , although i not really know them , but at least we can joke ....we end at 11 something ...

Go back, settle down , turn on my table lamp , turn my room into dim-but-not-dark environment, my favourite environment, take a sip of Old Town coffee, writting my blog , and perhaps gonna stay up very late for fluid mechanics tutorial ... well , that is what i'm looking for . Tired , but not mentally exhausted. Running out of time but motivated , i have to said , I'm having fun indeed... Not so bad by quiting TTc actually , i have more time and chance to learn more things and get to know more ppl .... what life is better than staying late in the mid night , writting my blog while having my favourite coffee and knowing that I gonna receive her good night message?

Well , gonna make myself a second cup of coffee , good nitez , everybody...

__Definitely, Maybe__

I'd watched a touching movie yesterday, 5 .oo pm something, before exam , alone, at home....and I found that it is meaningful movie and I would like to share with you guys... Definitely, May be ... an Adam Brook film....

A thirty-something Manhattan dad is in the midst of a divorce when his 10-year-old daughter, Maya, starts to question him about his life before marriage. Maya wants to know absolutely everything about how her parents met and fell in love: Will's story begins in 1992, as a young, starry-eyed aspiring politician who moves to New York from Wisconsin in order to work on the presidential campaign. For Maya, Will relives his past as an idealistic young man learning the 'ins' and 'outs' of big city politics, and recounts the history of his romantic relationships with three very different women. Will hopelessly attempts a gentler version of his story for his daughter, and changes the names so Maya has to guess who is the woman her father finally married. Is her mother Will's college sweetheart, the dependable girl next door Emily? Is she his longtime best friend and confidante, the apolitical April? Or is she the free-spirited but ambitious journalist Summer? As Maya puts together the pieces of her dad's romantic puzzle, she begins to understand that love is not so simple or easy. And as Will tells her his tale, Maya helps him to understand that it is definitely never too late to go back--and maybe even possible to find a happy ending.

Up there is the plot i obtained from a website, if you want a more detail plot about this movie, you should go for http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Definitely,_Maybe , of course, I will suggest you have a copy of the dvd and enjoy the show in your house , alone like I do? Nono , with ur lovely girlfriend or dependable boyfriend will be much better ....

and here is some pictured to be shared ...





So, which one you think is his gonna-divorce-wife ? The ambitious journalist Summer? College sweetheart Emily? or his best friend April? Hold Hold! yea , is she! is she! I'm definitely sure is she , look at her sweetly smiling face , she is definitely my type , yea I love her !!! well, it turns out not, sad, hmm... , the mother of Maya is the adorable Emily , disappointed ....sigh ...wait wait , the story didnt end here , what he did after he broke with Emily ? Encouraging by his daughter , he made the move, and he Get her , yes he get her ... well , so which one you think is his final destination ? Enjoy the show *wince




some picture in the scene ...

The Handsome William

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His Lovely daughter Maya...trust me , she is so cute ...

P.s I dunt like her pic that I show here, cause she is definitely more charming in the movie than in the picture, but it is the onli one i can find so....

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Jopz , there're some touching scene to be shared as well

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[ 37.25] when will is rehearsing his proposal for Emily with April

Will : "I want to marry you because you are the first person I want look at when I wake up in the morning and teh only one i wanna kiss goodnight. Because the first time I saw these hands, I couldnt imagine not been able to hold them. But mainly, If you love someone as much as I love you , Getting married is the only one left to do , so....um...marry me? "

arghhh...pretty sweet man

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[95.38] The scene when Will telling Maya about the happy ending in his love story , though he is going to divorce with Emily ....

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Will: " I forget to tell teh happy ending "

Maya : " what is it?"

Will: "you"

Maya cant stop the tear coming out from her eye, and she'd hug her dad.... I was touched ,,,and I feel so bad that i have to watch it alone...

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well , it is realli a nice movie for those who like to watch movie about love and family...

__AutoShow.4 GeNEral MeeTinG__

2/9/2008 , We have the first Genetal meeting of Autoshow with our working comm . All the high comm is requested to arrive at the venue at 8.00 pm and prepare for the meeting whereas the working comm should be turning out around 8.30 pm. Well, the attendance is not as much as we expected , around 150 and above instead 200 ++ ... The meeting started with a briefly introduction and history of autoshow by the Director Sim Tim Yee and his 2 assistants , followed by the introducion of every division's head and assistant head ... sound quite boring huh ? Indeed, it is very boring!!! Who wanna listen to those long and uninteresting intro ? After that , the working comm were divided into six groups for the up coming fund raising event which each groups will be managed by each division 's head and assit . after sometime onli we realise that the gouping should be based on the division but not the assigned number , because we cant do anything towards those inept committee because they are not in our division , and it is very tedious to check out which division they are and report to their leader ....We discuss about the food to sell , and were finallized as Big Apple Donut , Herbal egg and sweet corn .. and I 'm appoarching the v'soy company to get a cheaper price to sell as well , hopefully that this 4-days fund raising can hit our targeted profit ..... The meeting end at 11 someting , and we , high comm, go " yam cha" before head for home, a tedious but exciting day ....

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*The Director is giving intro regarding to Autoshow and his history...




















* Oppz , guess who he is ? Yupz he is my division director , Jason froggy . Well , he end with ." I would like to pass the mice to my assit , Ghee Oon " haha....

















*the Crowd - Ah Goh , one of my Buddy in mmu , oh ya , he has already engaged with his girl friend , Zhu jin ...